CLICK on my links"unwell" for this song : D
from ireneee's blog
All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
I know
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Hey, how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be



- very well, maybe i shouldnt blame you. i cant expect everything frm you all anyway. maybe my expectations are too high. maybe i shldnt place high hopes in the first place. maybe i shld jus haf a break. maybe i shld jus b a slacker. maybe i shall nt care abt everything. maybe i shld jus sit back and relax.... maybe..... -

coming to read that again.. its seems rather wrong.. LOL. last time maybe i will fully agree to it. But now i think having high expectations is not wrong. having the wrong kinda expectation is wrong. imagine asking a olympics swimmer to run and get a medal for it? -_- its the same thing. everyone has got their own limits and good pts.. as how things are like having pros and cons.. yeah? hahas. LOLS

xmas coming! (: I shall save up ang get gifts! LAWL. -_-
maybee you may be hating me to core. I think i haf no reason to detest you the way you did to me too. I believe theres always a turning back. whrby everything can go back to the same thingy. cos it all started out as the same thing too. think i am AP GAY or FAKE if you ever want. we can still be best of frens if you can accept them.. (:

wadeva it may beee. I decided that i shall MUST and seriously haf a need to be more receptivee and not so narrowminded.. if not pple might jus haf a hard time with me and i dont want to work with a narrowminded person too! : D

shooting todayy was rather fun! But i guess characterization wasnt really good as in we are all not professional actors or wadeva.. we smiled and laughed alittle. ;XX but it is ok overall lo. x) i hope things goes bac to how it was. . and then yay! today is a rather nicee&FUN day. even though i was buaysong in the first place. LAWL.
First i have to sayy.. and this is a direct thingy kaes. LOL
TEEJAY: you dont order me around kaes, i dont like. maybe we both shall learn to talk with(in our hearts) and without(physically) firm stand. too firm=HOT "arguement".. LAWL. agree? i am saying it here cos you are offline and i alr had a junk of offline msgs for you and then i am not afraid to say it openly cos no one is in the wrong. we both nid a changeee in a way.. hahas -_- flawws. or maybe we can get used to them LAWL. -_X
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THERES GOTTA BE MORE TO LIFE.

thats wad i realised today. so even if your frens wadeva to you.. or you jus failed to do sth.. continue having positive attitude during urself. love urself (: first step out.. theres gotta be more to life. most of the time problems dont only rely on urself but its a both party thingy maybe or issit external factor? wadeva it is arhs. Jus remember that you might lose out on sth but you haf the other side to turn to or rather u can even walk out(at the right time of cos) of the circle to search for your real LIFE. (:
God created problems/ obstacles/ hurdles for us to learn, accept and finally grow.
And next time when you say you treasure wadeva. You make sure you mean it.
Place value in pple when you nid them to help you or when you even started out working with them.. if not dont ever work with them.. :D and this is not a pinpoint session. I haf to clarify(if not i would haf listed your name. for i noe i m in the wrong in some ways too) x)