one and for all-

2007-03-26T06:53:00.000-07:00

hello(: New Skin. Hur. Er. wadever. I making myself happy nia. Then i shall move on to mocking bird. :D

This is my two hour effort. :X Though i just er. Put all stuffs tgt? They are effort okays. I photoshopped the pictures. Then er. Modify the code to the template. And code is not from me. :X

Then er. Condemn if you want. wadever man. -.-" I happy with it can alr.

good luck for mockingbird shimin(:

testtest-.-

URGENT!

2006-12-04T04:35:00.000-08:00

CAST IN NEED!

SOMEONE WHO IS LOOKS LIKE A PRI 1 BOY AND IS EXPRESSIVE AND CAN ACT JIU DUI LE!

ASAP!

I LOVE MAE! <3!

2006-12-02T21:30:00.000-08:00

restart. so its gonna start from here.

my tagboard is so dead. LOL.

VIVO

2006-11-29T03:40:00.000-08:00

6A@vivo.

Alright. Its was okay lah. battle of the wits was wth? LOL.

we went arcade then i super lan at daytona today.. didnt even complete 7 lap. GAH. HAHA.

Then we went eat. Then went home. SIANNED LA. HAHA

Hengguang with another 2 gurls at vivo worhs! LOL. xD

CAN U SEE CHELSEA WRAPPER? HAHA (: LOVE IT LARHS. :D
VAN PERSIE IS GOOD ALSO. :)

and my scanner is finally working again. so HAHA my neoprints. so sad vivo doesnt haf neoprint thingy. HAHA. OKAY

end of post : D

i wanna go back!

2006-11-28T01:25:00.000-08:00

I feel so empty BORED. and i duno wad nowadays.



After listening to the above! enjoyy...

I feel so i duno wad. HAHA. MOMMY. i want to talk to her.

LOL. so weird of me posting this up. -_-

VIVO TMR WITH 6A <3

CHELSEA

2006-11-26T07:28:00.000-08:00

MAN UTD GOGO! says:
good header[zidane]
MAN UTD GOGO! says:
serious
MAN UTD GOGO! says:
LOL
| SM-|icious | CHELSEA! GOGO! LOL. says:
hahas yeps! thats why he cut bald to do header! hahas ;X LOLS.
MAN UTD GOGO! says:
LOL
MAN UTD GOGO! says:
he cant grow hair lah
MAN UTD GOGO! says:
-.-

omg i am so evil! ;X

HAHA CHELSEA ALL THE WAY!

siannnned.

2006-11-25T08:08:00.000-08:00

i cant watch the soccer match ): i forgot about it and i cant find the soccer channel showing the man U and chelsea match. GAH. and i hate chinese. so much. I am left with Chengyu120of them. I havent even done one for it. )): charlotte web i havent even read larhs. kns. still haf to write response. then lastly jianbao which is freaking sianned. i lazy write out also. only haf them in points form.. LALALA. kupped from mae.

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: ShiMin
Birthdate: 290193
Current status: Bored, Sianned, Sad
Eye colour: Black
Hair colour: Black.
Righty or Lefty: Righty.
Zodiac sign: Rooster

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: Chinese
Your fears: YOU! :D o btw i ate cabbage! LOLS.
Your weaknesses: Too many. Let's see, spoilt, unreasonable, insolent, imbecilic, stupid, narrow-minded, violent, idiotic, dumb, cowardly, obnoxious.. You get my point. I realised mae and i are so similar in this area. So i shal just KUPPED. hahas.
Your perfect pizza: hawaiian. spelt this way?

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
Your thoughts first waking up: okay on tv!
Your bedtime: got mood slp then slp luhs.
Your most missed memory: HAHA. why should i say? ;D

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi.
McDonalds or Burger King: Macs for lunch BK for breakfast. x)
Single or group dates: You think i noe? -_x
Adidas or Nike: No preference.
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Lipton.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
Cappucinno or Coffee: Cappucinno.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: Nope.
Curse: Yeah.
Take a shower: ~DUH?
Having a crush: Nope not for now. No more. tj gup huimin pls take note!* LOL.
Think you've been in love: Over! tj gup huimin pls take note!* LOL.
Like(d) school: i miss school now! Life with just holidays homework so boring cann.
Want to get married: Next time bahs. (:
Believe in yourself: YEPS. i haf ego. But sometimes not.
Think you're a health freak: I think I'm ruining my health. OMFG, I'm gonna die! Yeah! hahas I eat instant noodles slp late. What do you think lehs?

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drink alcohol: Nope.
Gone to the mall: Yes. VIVO on fri.
Been on stage: nope. (:
Eaten sushi: nope.
Been dumped: Nope.
Gone skating: nope.
Dyed your hair: No.

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game: Nope. I am not that wild ;X
Changed who you were to fit in: Yes. At least, attempted to.

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD
Age you're hoping to be married: I am still young!

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY
Best eye colour: Not blue or green pls! freaky larhs. black can alr. HAHA.
Best hair colour: Natural colour.
Short or long hair: Short.

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1 minute ago: Doing this quiz.
1 hour ago: Watching TV & fiddling with Laptop.
5 hours ago: Dinner i supposed.
1 week ago: i cant rmb ;X.
1 year ago: PSLE results.

LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
I LOVE: MOM! : D
I FEEL: HAHA.
I HATE: wadeva thats on my detest list!
I HIDE: SECRETS.
I MISS: PLAY.
I NEED: Money for X'mas &wadeva thats on my need list. (x. Pardon the materialism. :D

{TEN EMOTIONS}
1. Are you missing someone right now: Yep. Mommy! {shes jus next door -_-"}
2. Are you happy: In a way yes.
3. Are you talking to anyone right now: Nope.
4. Are you bored: Yep.
5. Are you German: Nope.
6. Are you Brazillian: Nope. I'm a Singaporean.
7. Are you French: Nope.
8. Are you Italian: Heh, proud to be a Singaporean.
9. Are your parents still married: Yes. (:
10. Do you like someone right now: DUH! my mommy!

{TEN FAVOURITES}
1. Television show: Triumph in the sky! the song is playing hahas.
2. Flower: I duno? HAH.
3. Colour: Sky blue.
4. Sport: Used to play bball and other stuffs. but its USED TO. lols.
5. Mall: TM & SUNTEC & Millenium Walk (maybe marina square also)
6. Music: Theme song for my TV show. hahas & unwell.
7. Food: GOOD FOOD. :D
8. Drink: Ice lemon tea. Green Tea
9. Animal: no cats.
10. Country: Singapore. Hardly go overseas alr. T.T

{~~TEN~~ NINE FACTS}
1. Hometown: Singapore. (:
2. Hair colour: Black.
3. Hair length: soso. i duno whr.
4. Eye colour: Black.
5. Shoe size: 8, I think. BIG!
6. Mood: Bored, tired
7. Orientation: Straight. ?
8. Available: Single and enjoying it.
9. Lefty/Righty: Righty. :D

{~~TEN~~ EIGHT THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE}
1. Have you ever been in love: Yeah. PAST. hahas.
2. Do you believe in love: Yeps.
3. Have you ever been heartbroken: Yep.
4. Have you ever broken someone's heart: I duno.
5. Have you ever fallen for your best friend: Once?
6. Have you ever liked someone but never told them: Yep. Always?
7. Are you afraid of commitment: Nope. Usually Not. (:
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer: I don't think so.

{TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT}
1. Love or Lust: Love.
2. Hard Liquor or Beer: Neither.
3. Night or day: Day, I guess.
4. One night stand or relationships: Relationships.
5. Television or Internet: Either.
6. Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
7. Wild night out or romantic: Romantic. -_-
8. Coloured pictures or Black and white: Coloured.
9. Phone or in person: Depends? phone/in person for wad?
10. AIM or MySpace: Neither.

{TEN HAVE YOU EVER}
1. Ever been caught sneaking out: I don't sneak out.
2. Ever skinny dipped: No.
3. Done something you regret: Plenty.
4. Ever bungee jumped: Nope.
5. Ever been on a boat: Yeps.
6. Ever finished an entire jaw breaker: Nope.
7. Ever wanted someone so badly it hurt: Er, think so.
8. Ever been caught by your parents with a hickey: Nope.
9. Ever danced in the rain: Nope.
10. Ever loved your ex while you were in a new relationship: Nope.

HAHA. YAY! DONE. hahahs. alright. slptime maybe?

LOL

2006-11-24T03:44:00.000-08:00

HAH HELLOS EVERYONE! (:

Thanks mae for tidying my codings and stuffs. HAHA. THANKS ALOT. cos i dont give a damn to that font size thingy and i am too lazy to credit her. so i asked her to credit herself . ;XX hahas i noe i am evil! But yeah.
*gotta relink so many pple worhs! LOLs.

GAY LA SHERMAN AND TJ. -__-"

TagReplies

hg: sherman is smart but he is so retarded! LOLS. (:
mae: its not humongous anymore. HAHHA
jm: i noe it sucks larhs. i duno wad i am doing also. hahas
yixi: changed (: and thanks hahas.
TEEJAY: LAZY! and you noe my coding veh messy? -_x I duno about the banner dun ask me. i didnt noe wad i was doing :D
shuting: hellos! relink ya soon! (:
[[ not replying to gay poks! :D]]
kha: yo! hahas. duno lehs i type the caps luhs. hahas
kaiyuan: when you see me beingg boreddd. you see a new blogskin HAHA> (:
mae; okay its alright alr. (: THANKS. ALOT.

Thanks siewting for that instant noodle thingy too. and thanks tj hm yenchen for dragging me to 7 eleven if not i might jus starve till i duno wad. LOLS. (: truth or dare is fun at vivo! -____-"

o yeah! me being so materialistic wans that bag jacket and shoe. gahgahgah. I haf to save up and follow huimin's and tj's plan! :DD

QUIZ

2006-11-23T03:01:00.000-08:00

got tagged by cheryl (:

1. What Time is it now?
6.55pm
2.What is yr full name?
Lee ShiMin.
3.Single or taken?
SINGLE. :D
4. What does yr name means?
I DUNO.
5. Who picked out yr name?
god noes?
6. Whats yr nick name, if u have one?
pontianak? mae they all call me that for no reason . (:
7. Do u have an innie or outie?
Meaning?Outie then. since cheryl chose that too. hahas
8.What color are yr eyes?
BLACK
9.What size are yr shoes?
8? haha.. i have a big feet!
10. How tall(or short) are you?
165 i think (: LOLS.
11. Honestly, what do u lyk abt yrself?
My eyes? HAHA
12. What do u always get complimented on?
I DUNO?
13. Wad is yr worst quality?
Scold vulgarities n tok bak to parents. LATE. and erm. narrowminded. hahahas. so many. tsktsk.
14. Wads e last four digit of yr phone number?
5880
15. Do u tink u r cute?
nope. not at all. pls.
16. Hair color?
Naturally black.(:
17. Do u wear contacts?
nope. SCARED. hahas.
18. Living arrangements?
huh?

FAVOURITES!

19. Fav. drink?
ice lemon tea/ jasmine green tea
20. Fav. alcoholic drink?
nope not at all..
21. Fav. month?
jan! (:
22. Fav. food?
hmm. MAC FRIES? hahas.
23. Fav. board game?
DUNO?
24. Favourite web site?
www.oneandforall.blogspot.com
duh..
25. Fav. clothing brand?
duno.
26. Fav. day of e year?
no prefence. (:
27. Fav. color?
SKYBLUEEE. (:
28. Fav. animal?
HUMAN(: [me larhs]

FAMILY N FRENS

29. Do u have more girl or more boyfrens?
i dont go and count them larhs -____-
30. Whos yr best fren?
HAHAHA. ME MYSELF AND SHIMIN. -_x. so gay in facct i duno who. really.
31. Are my parents together?
yessh. of cuz.
32. How often do u get together wif yr family?
weekends luhs
33. Do u tell yr frens or yr parents more?
frens ;XX sorry mommy.. hahhas.
34. Anything special abt yr parents?
iduno..

YES OR NO!
35. Are u a flirt?
noooooo.
36. Are u slutty?
nah.
37. Are u mean?
yesssh. mean gurl.
38. U lyk sum1?
i like nice pple esp sm. (:
39.Can u keep secrets?
yea
40. u dance infront of e mirror?
er. LOLS.
41. u have watched a porno?
no larhs.. wth
42. U sing in shower?
sometimes. so gay. ;XX
43. U lyk Britney Spears?
only everytime. HAHA.
44. U lyk a cousin?
nope
45. U had been in e opp. sexes bathroom?
er I think not. ahhas (:
46. U've seriously hurt sum1 close to u emotionally?
perhaps so..
47. U drink alcohol?
nope
48. U swear?
yesh. i swear..
49. U get yr way?
huh? meaning? hahas. ;XX
50. U willing to try new things?
erm depends (:
51. U've cheated on a test?
nope..
52. U' ve smoked?
No... im guai ders.
53. wad r u wearing?
shirt+ pants.
54. Wad color r yr pants?
blue.
55. What r u listening to?
last christmas
56. How r u feeling?
sosos luhs.
57. Wad r u doing?
this quiz chatting and helping JM with blogskins..
58. Wad r u eating?
nth. I wan FOOD! mommy!
59. How many ppl online?
42 nia..
60. Hows e weather?
DARK. WOW
61. Wads on yr mouse pad?
nothing.
62. Wad r u reading?
this quiz.

GIRLS ONLY.

63. Wad perfume do u use?
i dun use perfume larh!
64. Wads in yr wallet or purse?
money money money! ez link card n many other cards.
65.Thong or regular panties?
dun tel u.
66. Tall or short boys?
tall of cuz! im not short tt i nid short boys!
67. Blonde or brunette guys?
erm. i duno.
68. Gd or bad boy?
middle middle (:
69. Boxers showing?
nope.
70. Long hair or short hair on boys?
short. but nt too short lyk nerd hor.
71. Wad do u find anonnying in a guy?
when he acts lyk gay, he twits(ii iinjured miie arrm), acts cool, acts smart, n crack jokes tt r nt funny.
72. Wads e first thing u notice abt a guy?
u sae leh? face? size? lol. i duno. i very long nvr notice a guy liao.

GUYS ONLY.
63. Wad kind of cologue do u use?
64.Wads in yr pockets?
65.Boxers or briefs?
66.Blonde or brunette girls?
67.Tall or short girls?
68. Piercing on girls?
69.Long or short hair on girls?
70.Good or bad girl?
71.Wad do u find annonying in girls?
72.Wads e first thing u notice abt a girl?

OTHER QUESTIONS.

73. Wads e last movie u saw in e cinema?
world trade centre -_x
74. Wad did u have for dinner?
eh..i haven eat dinner yet.
75. Wad r u hoping for?
its in my wishlist. go see lor.
76. Have u ever fallen asleep in sch?
yessh.sleepy ma.
77. Wad movie do u rly wna to watch?
Step up
78. Tell us abt those scars.
hmm. one on e leg whre i fell in e drain during p5?
79. Wad is yr locker combo?
cant rmb
80. Whre is yr fav. place to travel?
i duno? not like i been to everypart of the world hahas.
81. u last dream abt?
something freaky that i cant rmb.. hahas
82. Wads was e last thing u ate?
biscuits
83. If u were a crayon wad color wld u be?
blue! (:
84. Who was the last person u tok to on e phone?
david korkor. SHIT LA. he signed me up for a i duno wad photography competition without tell me beforehand. wthwthwth. i cant even shoot properly. KNS KNS. next time dowan get SLR from him alr. ;XX
85. Do u lyk e person tt sent this to u?
hahas cheryl is nice!
86. Ever had crush on a teacher?
NOPE. (: so gay.
87. Are u too shy to ask sum1 out?
depends luhs. HAHA. girls of cos dun mind. ahhas.
88. Scary movie or happy ending?
happy ending lar...
89. Summer or winter?
Winter!! its so damn hot.. faster cum hor winter!
90. Relationships or one nite stand?
relationships of coz!
91. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate r e best! chocs!!
92. Do u wna yr frens to wrt bak?
? huh?
93. Whos e most likely to respond?
how e hell i noe?
94. Whos e least likely to respond??
i duno larhs!!!!
95. Wad did u do last nite?
hws, blogging, surfing, play games, slp! TV ALSO
96. List out those ppl to do e quiz!
mae
tianjuen
jianming
gup if you wan*
irene if you wan too * LOLS.
huimin
and i duno larhs.

NEWSKIN

2006-11-21T03:41:00.000-08:00

TagReplies
Sherman: yarh larhs u smart larhs! LOLS.

Mae: I noe this font sucks ;X very hard to read. but abit cute wad. HAHA. ;XX i lazy do links alr! (: thankyouu for coming anyways. hahas. U reply tags at ur blog pls!

tongwei: quote derhs ;X from a song (: hahas. i not tht pro. and not that smart to think of that. HAHA. sherman is right for once :D

shuting: HAH HELLOS! u change blog add nvr say. tsk! xD

oCeaN_tHiNkEr: too much work luhs!

guppy: lols.. hahas. tj is rightt.

TJ: yeah. the base the start.. everything will go back to that point. HAHA. (:

hg: when you see me boreddd. you see a new skin.

kustin: HAHA justin nid english tuition. HAHA. i finally posted chim stuffs? LOLS.

jane;;: HELLO JANE! i noe its cute. (: but messy also!

jiayu: yeps! all growing up! i nid money -_x. hahas someday in dec maybe. hahas.

YAY new skin! weird though. i like the layout nia..

-I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me -

HAH. coming to conclusion FAST aint good. Yeah you miss out and misunderstand.

You might think that it will be hard to communicate with pple whom you feel so extra with.. but as it goes on seems to turn out the other way round.. erm cracking jokes together again.. going well and everything.. you were wrong by thinking ... woow~. you cant definitely fit "in" with them.. but then after the jokes you jus did. still with some emptyness in btwn.. still some gaps yeah. But you FITTED IN. not perfectly but you went back in..

is this the real outcome? or am i jus me myself moving away and close to them continuously or issit they being the ones moving away and close to me once and again... will it be pulled apart again after this close one..

your thinking changed mine too. HAHAHA. ok.

you think pple who are cant talk nicely with you and share ur troubles...ended up giving you advice. SO fast conclusions aint good. I have to take back some of the things that i had said.. or rather i shouldnt even mention them in the first place. horrible retard.

P.S.I noe i sound mean confronting . LOLS. but i noe you noe that i think thats the best way to piece up things together.. yeah..

another erm I duno how u call it post. but wadeva. i haf nth else to say. sometimes blog are the best way to say sth. cos it isnt direct.. and you wont feel weird toking cos you are toking to yourself. HAHAH. ok i noe i m weird. w/e i say now i also dun uds..

when you see it again..

2006-11-18T08:32:00.000-08:00

CLICK on my links"unwell" for this song : D
from ireneee's blog
All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
I know
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Hey, how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be

- very well, maybe i shouldnt blame you. i cant expect everything frm you all anyway. maybe my expectations are too high. maybe i shldnt place high hopes in the first place. maybe i shld jus haf a break. maybe i shld jus b a slacker. maybe i shall nt care abt everything. maybe i shld jus sit back and relax.... maybe..... -

coming to read that again.. its seems rather wrong.. LOL. last time maybe i will fully agree to it. But now i think having high expectations is not wrong. having the wrong kinda expectation is wrong. imagine asking a olympics swimmer to run and get a medal for it? -_- its the same thing. everyone has got their own limits and good pts.. as how things are like having pros and cons.. yeah? hahas. LOLS

xmas coming! (: I shall save up ang get gifts! LAWL. -_-
maybee you may be hating me to core. I think i haf no reason to detest you the way you did to me too. I believe theres always a turning back. whrby everything can go back to the same thingy. cos it all started out as the same thing too. think i am AP GAY or FAKE if you ever want. we can still be best of frens if you can accept them.. (:

wadeva it may beee. I decided that i ~~shall~~ MUST and seriously haf a need to be more receptivee and not so narrowminded.. if not pple might jus haf a hard time with me and i dont want to work with a narrowminded person too! : D

shooting todayy was rather fun! But i guess characterization wasnt really good as in we are all not professional actors or wadeva.. we smiled and laughed alittle. ;XX but it is ok overall lo. x) i hope things goes bac to how it was. . and then yay! today is a rather nicee&FUN day. even though i was buaysong in the first place. LAWL.
First i have to sayy.. and this is a direct thingy kaes. LOL
TEEJAY: you dont order me around kaes, i dont like. maybe we both shall learn to talk with(in our hearts) and without(physically) firm stand. too firm=HOT "arguement".. LAWL. agree? i am saying it here cos you are offline and i alr had a junk of offline msgs for you and then i am not afraid to say it openly cos no one is in the wrong. we both nid a changeee in a way.. hahas -_- flawws. or maybe we can get used to them LAWL. -_X
[reply tag!]

THERES GOTTA BE MORE TO LIFE.

thats wad i realised today. so even if your frens wadeva to you.. or you jus failed to do sth.. continue having positive attitude during urself. love urself (: first step out.. theres gotta be more to life. most of the time problems dont only rely on urself but its a both party thingy maybe or issit external factor? wadeva it is arhs. Jus remember that you might lose out on sth but you haf the other side to turn to or rather u can even walk out(at the right time of cos) of the circle to search for your real LIFE. (:
God created problems/ obstacles/ hurdles for us to learn, accept and finally grow.
And next time when you say you treasure wadeva. You make sure you mean it.
Place value in pple when you nid them to help you or when you even started out working with them.. if not dont ever work with them.. :D and this is not a pinpoint session. I haf to clarify(if not i would haf listed your name. for i noe i m in the wrong in some ways too) x)

2006-11-16T09:46:00.000-08:00

last one b4 i turn in..

A:Why bother loving yourself when nobody else does?
B: if you dont bother to love urself who else will?

Chalet (:

2006-11-16T05:39:00.000-08:00

Yeah i am back for chalet. (: one day earlier. cos i haf to go for some kinda prize thingy bac in my pri sch if not i will still be enjoying maybe midnight movies with the rest staying over still? ;D

Alright i shall blog about the chalet since i m still pretty hyper now. ;DD

DAY1

I went to PasirRis MRT early to buy 1.5litre drink.. haha yeah. then i walked past this guy and he approached me to ask me to donate for some kinda charity stuffs. Alright. He seems gang-ish with all the tatoos on his hands and blah. D: Budden i still donated.. its a three bucks. LAWL. Then he gave me a packet with pen and a slip of note in it. so i read the note while walking.. Duh~ naturally reactions. hahas .. And then the slip of note goes like " This is not a charitable organization... LALALA... " WAH i feel so cheated luhs! I didnt noe why i paid that 3 bucks i could haf bought bars of chocs.. then later on i met liesl and all.. so we went to prp. Hmm. er the chalet was not bad luhs.. but first part was rather dissapointing and boring and i was complaining SHYT. ;X srry! lawl.. Then later on theres BBQ so yeah its kinda fun getting to tok and bbq. with all the stuffs sometimes got burnt.. and yeah. :D

after the bbq sarah yijun sj line and me wanna go to the beach but it was rather dark so we were rather scared of kinda lots of things XD.. HAHA. then we called to guys to go luhs. bud they pungseh can. they made we wait for them climb that spider web thingy. then jus ran off with their bikes. LAWL. so after that we got HYPER MAD AND CRAZY on the swing! (: we were singing. asking random qtns. hahas. :DD

After that played PAYDAY with jane zhiting they all larhs. (: was playing monopoly with justin&kianming at first.. then i got damn SIANNED. ;XX lawl! hahas so played till 4 plus kaes. hahas x)

so later on when to watch sunrise with sarah and all. ITS WAS FREAKY. HAHA LOLS! cos you noe wad? its was damn foggy i haf no idea. i tot the PSI went up. -_x hahas. then its like we didnt manage to see sunrise. AWW. so we were kinda bored cos we went there uber early like 5+am so nyein told us abt some ghostly stuffs. sarah and i esp freaked out that we ran away to the bench with lights and so on. LOLS. told ya i am a big paranoid. then i saw someone whom they all cant see. LAWL. so they was like saying i got yinyang yan. WALAO LA. so i was rarh-ing. hahas and then i figured that i jus seen someone who walked past and they all cant see LAWL. (: so we went bac luhs.. hahas

DAY2

HAHHA. Er. I slept in the morning. Uber cant take it. so its from 7-12? hahas. xD I noe i m a PIG. lols! and then erm o yeah stephen jus woke up damn blur can. HAHAS i was saying sorry to someone else and he tot i m apologising to him. so he went er nvm larhs. LAWL.. then erm after that subin came hahas. so we chatted and blah and soon we had amazing race or sort larhs. hahas my group with sarah line and subin was damn enthu can. we cheered. WTH LA. ahhas then yeah fun time (: then erm.. after that i played MAHJONG ZOMG. hahas Nyein and JT they all teach me derhs. x) wad a great achievement right? hahas its quite fun we had nth esle to do there. ;DD

Then i went for some er. volleyball play. (: uber fun. HAHHA. okay thats all larhs then i jus came home and its a merry merry time fer me. x)

if mae is there maybe it might be better! U PUNGSEH QUEEN. hahas ;P

if you can do better dont even ask me to do it in the first place (: dont wadeva my capabilities. thats all i wanna say. its pulling us apart.

:DD

2006-11-14T02:09:00.000-08:00

tmr is the dayyyy! (: chalet! <3 no more rotting and home stuffs. (:

And then the happy thing is that i finished CINE. :D
I am gonna haf fun at the chalet! :DD
I am gonna stay up for that SUNRISE. :)
I am gonna go to that dirty swamp again! x)

but the sad thing is...
I still haf lotsa homework to be completteddd. wad shyt larhs!

a380! I SHALL LOOK FOR UR pictures in the forum.
i suddenly feel like getting a CAMERA. LAWL. my old one spoilt. and my parenst didnt care.

LALALA.
If i haf a camera. then everything will be so much beta. hawhawhaw. x)

blog shall be DEAD from 15-16 nov.

and hereby. i wanna say BYEBYE.

RAWR. so lame -_x

first skin submission! :D

2006-11-13T02:57:00.000-08:00

:D
http://blogskins.com/info/118737#comments

YAY! first skin submitted! x)
go comments larhs. hahas. sianned. LIFE IS SO NO LIFE for me.

pilot crazee xD

new skin

2006-11-12T08:09:00.000-08:00

LOL. jus now had a black out. so i was damn bored. so i photoshoped.. so ive come up with this skin. lawl. maybe not v nice. but i think its my best so far... BHB i noe. hahas (:

off to soccer! arsenal gogo.
chelsea go own
liverpool also
man u lose one match pls.
totoham go die!

and everyone good night ;D

2006-11-11T21:41:00.000-08:00

BOREDDDDDDDD. RAWR.

wad kinda crap is this... lawl

I played crimson room veridian room and bluechamber. freaking hard?! so for every game i looked for cheat. LOL. hahs nvm me. you guys can google for it. if you guys are bored likeeee me. rahhh..

i hate totoHAM. that freaking soccer team?!!

few more days to CLASSCHALET. so i wont haf to rot anymore. someone pls. ASK ME CALL ME OR WADEVA ME OUT. lols.

imagine toking to chatbots instead of people.

2006-11-10T21:45:00.000-08:00

i supposed everyone read my thankyou post alr. (: so i shall do a quiz now!
kupped from elizabeth de blog derhs..

12 people i tag;
-anyone (:

11 people you cant live without;
-mom
-dad
-bro
-mae; shorthairomg(((:
-huiminnn(the logical one (:)
-tjj(the other extremist)
-itemsnr( :D)
-horazy(horrible Plus crazy retard! xD)
-jmm( secret agent lols! )
-frennns ;D

10 things you cant live without;
-laptop
-food
-chocs
-sky
-planes :D
-BEACH (:
-msn
-handphone
-instant noodles
-money for wadeva thats above!

9 of the nicest songs;
-dirty little secret
-last christmas
-diyitian
-twins duno wad song. ask gary!
-more to life
-tui HOU :D
-super man
-city of blinding lights
-angel to youu

8 of the coolest movies;
-memoir of geishaa
-lakehouse
-wtc luhs. I am not a movie go-er worhs. I haf no idea. (:

7 television shows that you love;
eh all chinese derh. ;X LOLS.

6 catch phrases;
-wth
-shit luhs
-lols
-hahas
-YAY
-rofl

5 facts about you;
-i hate vegetables. (take note!)
-i hate pple who twits like duno wad..
-i wanna be a pilot (:
-1000% paranoid. O_O. haawhaw.
-500% violent..

4 bad habits;
-cannot slp early luhs.
-computer addict
-getting myself emo..
-wearing my shoes w/o socks? COS I LAZY. HAWHAW..

3 places which u visit the most;
-tampines mall.
-bugis?.
-school.

2 lovely cocktails;
?

one person, why you love him/her;
i m not saying anything. (:
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开
我的爱对你造成了害。。。

2006-11-10T09:01:00.000-08:00

hahas paiseh abt some comments in theprevious post. esp the later ones. was damn freeaking tired the other time. xD

okayy. apparently i stil feel not sleepy so i m here blogging. rawr. emo sucks.

"u will jus end up with emos and sufferings"-jm

LALALA. JianMing seems to noe who i exactly feels abt it. Lols. x) at least one person usd and i can share my thoughts with himm. jianming is the only one who have the full pic. hawhawhaw. (: but i bet he wont betray me and tell pple derhs. :D he tell its the end of meeee alr.

2006-11-07T05:20:00.000-08:00

rawr. this is boredom!..

my blog is supposed to go on a holiday. but i m so bored. so sorry the holiday is lyk being shortened. LOL. :D

sm=no life!

alright. yay! today has got truimph in the sky on channel U at 10pm! i dunno how spell.. so pardon my spelling mistake arhs. (:

jaychou's songs are making me feel so emo. rawr.
anyways class chalet will be back at pasirris park down there luhs. (: not coasta sand alr. then that means i haf to pay not as much! LOLS! i m damn brokeee. lalala. x)

had conference with freddy eric and cheryl. lols! so fun luhs. its lyk we havent tok for ages and then suddenly come toogether to talk abt the past. (: i missed primary sch. eric and fred also! they were lyk saying primary sch is love :D

and dun ever fail ur exams b4 ur bdae okay? if not ur bdae pressie will be gone. My smart bro jus flunked his eng exams b4 his bdae tmr! guess i can save money by not getting him a pressie eh? :DD *evils*

as promised i said i m gonna blog about pple who brightened up my life right? hahas. Now i decided to blog about everyone i know*. (: thats the result of BOREDOM. :D

M[A]

*Mae
hahs she arhs. ((: loads of smile. but when talking to her sometimes i feel like vomitting blood cann. ;x shes gonna cut away her hair. I like her hair can. so straight! :D shes a great blog skin maker kaes. xD at least beta than me. She always greet me with a slap on my back. :DD shes calling me potianak! But i still think shes v v v nice! :P

*Angeline
HAHAS. SHES ALSO A PILOT WANNABEE! :DDD yay! we all can be pilot tgt! (: shes a drama mama! she brought me alot of laughters of cos. though we had conflicts but everything seems fine alr larhs. x) shes off to brunei i think. =/

*Subin
OMG. she said yul's nose sucks. -_- but i think its okayy. (: though i somehow also had conflict with her. i still like her okay. She seems to be always so cheerful and then shes the one who bring up the atmosphere at times :DD.

I missed the four of us tgt. rawr. but nvm we are still in the same class. ((:

dEyOIaNs
*KAI LI- hes quite fun to tok with and you cant follow him cos he has got lousy sense of direction!
*SARAH- bball luhs! (: shes nice lahs! omg i still remember the cheesy pastamania thingy! x)
*VANESSA- i think shes nice luhs! she agreed to help me for the filming without much hesitation. xD and shes lyk understanding. ;D
*JIA HUI & *KIAN MING- OMG. no comments. But jiahui is a super "comical" guy in his own way of cos.
*YI JUN & *FlORA- yijun is taking up track as 2nd cca i think. (: flora i supposed shes nice also. i seldom tok to her though..
*ZHITHING- SHES SUPER CUTE LUHS. (: i enjoy toking to her kaes. hahas.
*ELEANA- Although we dont tok much. i noe she likes GOONG. :D
*SONGJIA- Hope she can realise her dreams. (: Funny and entertaining she is. nvr fails to bring a smile across my face!
*JANE-MERDUCK! oh man. srry min min. x) hahas jane is also nice.. toking to her is smile! (:
*JOLENE- omg. i rmb jolene lending me 40cents. nice gurl she is. ;D
*KAIYUAN- shes super nice to you if u are nice to her also. (: shes a better person than me i must say. Lols. x)
*LIESL- ESCAPE! (: we love theme park
*WEIAN- hmm. i dun usually tok to her. so i choose not to comment. (:
*NICOLE- PRO KIA! only vballer in our class and she scored 3.57 i think. so high luhs. :D
*NYEIN NYEIN- SUPER NICE. :DD my smiley tells it all. Lols!
*HUIYUN- badminton worhs! xD
*MICHELLE- OMG. her LA highest can. (:
*ESTHER- she made lyk stuffs for everyone for their bdae larhs. ((: hardworking also! xD jiayous jiayous!
*YU HERNG- OMG. SHE ARHS. TSK. DOWAN HELP ME FOR CASTING. but nvm. I like her still. (: cos shes fun luhs! ITEM PPLE ALL FUN DE LUHS! :DD shes uber nice also. i rmb taking a nap at her hse cos i m sick. :DDDD
*XIN YUE- NICE! i tok to her when i see her at the busstop. (:
*JIA XIN- (: MSP! hahas.
*BIN BIN- I rmb how she sang that advertisement song for the chinese thingy. (:
*MIN MIN- MERDUCK ;X hahas
*SZEWING- SHE LENT ME BADGE when i forgot mine. (:
*BAXTER- AHEMS. no comments.
*YUN JIN- i shall kip quiet.
*JUSTIN SEAH- hes quite nice.
*JUSTIN TENG- LAME OMG. hahas. instilled with sense of humour.(: I JUS RMB HE WON ME IN DAYTONA. ):
*JIN KAI- no comments. :D
*STEPHEN- HE AGREED TO HELP FOR CASTING ALSO. (:

ITEM

*Tianjuen
YAY! we love to box! We basically are v good frens. :DD He loves to dance in the rain with umbrella. Though he bullys me sometimes, we still had fun! (: all the jokes! all the care we had for each other. we support each other when we met problems and we share our good stuffs(notes)also luhs.
:DDD

*Huimin
YAY! (: we love to box! she likes to play guitar and tj and hm always sing the duet! :D i think her voice is nice can. (at least beta than mine ;X) we had fun tgt of cos! cos tj hm and i are always tgt! :DD and then we of cos shared our troubles tgt and we always end off with something fun to destress. :DDD

*guppy
yeps! hes the one who ignited my passion for film. gave me a direction to follow. ((: comical comical! :D always joke! ever think of sitting on the parapet? xD

*irene
yeah. she sometimes will listen to u tok to her. then she will share her interesting stuffs with you also! she can make beta blogskins ( of cos luhs! ) i lyk her rainbow one.. :D

*gary
hahs uber dao at times but nice when he doesnt dao you! :D when he go australia right. feel free to ask him help you buy chocs! (: i hopes he go to australia again. so i can ask for choc again! ;X jking larhs xD bdae same month worhs!

*jiamin
JAP IS HER LOVE. (: i like to to to her. but sometimes its jus wad to tok abt lehs? -__-" hahas... and shes super can. shes gonna take up triple sci+sth+bsp+jap. O_O

*siewting
saw her todayy! (: she helped me did recording of gurdian angel to my phone. lol!

*zenn&haoyi
omg. i haf nth much to say abt them. one kupped my milo dinosaur and another one nvr update blog!

*olivia
LIVERPOOL FAN! hahas. (: funny snr luhs!

*yenchen
Omg. her photography is way beta than me. and shes technical. i too noob to be technical ;O bear bear! (: she brought me to cut my hair!

*eugene
omg the world is so small. x)

*other item pple
JUS FUN! :D i like friday quite alot. :)

FSPS
okay i m tired so i jus blog v v quickly.

*Eric
omg freak larhs him. he likes to pick on me
*fred
sick. (:
*cheryl
((: chiobu no.1
*tongwei
chiobu no.2 :D
*jiayu
Omg. i missed her! xD
*shuting
eh WHR ARE YOU? lols!
*jianming
hahas thanks brudder! xD you heard all my grumbles and u consoled! (: emo tgt is our fave arhs? LOL. tui hou so nice right? :D all thanks to sean! :DD
*sherman
ur bro damn cute can. (: 162cm=my height! :DDD
*yemin
thanks for all the jokes sms-es!
*other 6A pple
omg i miss pri sch. :D

dhs

*fawn- (: cant say much cos duno anything. LOLS.
*glad- same thing applies
*vincent- same thing applies
*huihan- ask justin teng abt her. :D
*jiazhen- MSP! (:
*yixi- shes nice kaes. though she also calls me potianak. -_____x
*sean- LOLS. THANKS For tuihou. and hes gonna ace science luhs. (: get that black phone. so posh :DD
*eugene- retard omg! x) toking is always so fun! being retard too!
*yanwen- PILOT gogogo! lols. syfc. 11nov is nearing! :D
*anabel- (: lol pool tgt?
*dillon- he rejected the daytona play! humph!
*emily- nice gurls though xD our crazy greetings. lols!
*other pple whom i forgot to list out here- nice to meet you! LOLS.
[cant think of others liaos. its either i noe too little pple or my memory sucks.]

others
*xinling- hahahas GO OUT! :D
*alot more but i m lazy. really sorry. (: its the though that counts eh? LOL. so everyone S-M-I-L-E!

WOW. wad a long post. :O

2006-11-03T03:25:00.000-08:00

hmm. i realise i blog v v v frequently and thus i come to a conclusion that i should go on a blog holiday! hahas.. xin ku my blog alr. everytime update and stuffs.. hmm..

so i shall make u guys anticipate luhs. :D

i wanna write on a few pple whom added colours to my yr1 life can. :DD
but of cos not now! anticipate bah!

subin.angeline.mae.huimin.tj.gupgup!.jianming

for now jus these few. hhas. i duno larhs. yay. end of post!

(:

2006-11-02T08:31:00.000-08:00

hm.. another last post b4 i slp. (:

lets do a quiz! hahas yay! you can tell i m super bored*

Name 13 of your friends that you can think of now.don't read the questions below until you have written all the names of the 13 people!
1.huimin
2.mae
3.tj
4.gup
5.gary
6.irene
7.jane
8.eugenelee
9.eugenelum
10.jt
11.sarah
12.sherman
13.jiayu

Q1. how did you meet 10?
[jt]class luhs. hahas deyO. (:

Q2. what would you do if you have never met 1?
[huimin]erm. i think i m being asked serveral times alr. or am i doing the same quiz?

Q3. what would you do if 2 and 6 dated?
[irene and mae]no way!-__-

Q4. have you seen 4 cry before?
[gup]nope. :x

Q5.do you think 10 is cute?
[jt]jus instilled with sense of humour thats all..

Q6.how did you get to know about 8?
[eugenelee]IT'em

Q7.would you ever go on a date with 12?
[sherman]IMPOSSIBLE.. hahas -.- dots.

Q8.whats 7's fave colour?
[jane]purple? i haf no idea. =/

Q9.what would you do if 6 confessed that he/she likes you?
[irene]nah, super impossible lahs. -___-?

Q10.facts about 9.
[eugenelum]well. i duno anything. so its only eugenelum@hotmail.com -.-l

Q11.whos 4 going out with?
[gup]single i guess?

Q12.who is 5 to you?
[gary] a nice snr of mine. xD

Q13.would you ever live with thirteen?
[jiayu]why not shes nice..

Q14.is 2 single?
[mae]should be la..

Q15.what do you think about 3?
[tj]he jus turned 13 today. lols!

Q16.whats the best thing about 5?
[gary]hmm. u guys should go find out urself. for i duno wad to say for this. not that he dun haf anything good -.-l

Q17.what do you like about 11?
[sarah] her fun-ness? is there such a word? rofl!

Q18.favourite memory with 2?
[mae] MA moments of cos..

yay! done. so fast.

2006-11-02T04:21:00.000-08:00

okay! this is gonna lit up ur day also!

o yeah! huimin cut her hair ! :D
i love my box theory though. I haf uber strong ego and am uber nacrisstic too..:X
if u find it bored. then ahems. let you guys see sth fun ba! wads fun?
ok maybe not fun. i will jus let pictures tok. (:

SEE MY CHANGE LA. i still lyk my primary sch pic the most. jus a lil kid with no troubles! ;D

2006-11-02T03:27:00.000-08:00

fast, very fast

fast how things can change
fast how things can separate
fast how things can go
within a minute?
or jus seconds?

i cant figure out why.
anyone there to tell me?

i want it all to come bac.
_____________________

emotion aka my box

emotions be it happy sad angry down everything seems to be stored in this box
when u are feeling happy most likely you have flooded the box with sweet stuffs
when u are feeling sad you might jus flood it with endless streams of tears
when u are feeling angry you blow into it
of cos when u blow and flood within a limit kept the box will still be pretty beautiful and intact.
on the other hand. there is always a point whrby u will jus flood too much that the box burst
box i believe there are thousands of them in you. one for one event happening in ur life i think.
you can fix them back. but you nid glue. glue to me is the drive i guess. sth that makes you continue doing sth. sth that regains ur trust for sth. sth that revives sth else.

my box for the sch tribute burst. i flooded and blew into the box too much.. so much that it burst. alright. perhaps its me having a chance to expose and learn more things to prepare for future i guess. i cant cope with conflicts and i meant it. conflicts be it with frens with things with everything. But my box for my frens seems to have mended. I believe that my box for film will mend itself too. i am hoping to do a film promise. I believe that promise have certain drive also. promise aint jus there to be there or jus to fill up the gap. I hope this film will be the breathing space i haf to bring bac my box for film.

_____________________

one thing i haf to clarify.. i am not angry to extreme extent neither am i sad to extreme extent that i left the convo. not that i given up 100% hope for film and wadeva. but i nid a breathing space after this hectic one.

to gupgup. one thing i wanna tell you is that i noe u haf ur difficulties also. but i wish you can change ur way of handling things when it comes to a stupid encounter with freaking lots of restrictions.. still good frens eh? ;D i duno how i should put it in msn convo.. so tada its here in this blogpost. other pple dun uds then jus heck care. :D

2006-10-31T07:00:00.000-08:00

NO MATTER WAD. END YOUR DAY WITH A SMILE (:

that wad getting a life is all abt i guess...

2006-10-30T23:44:00.000-08:00

raining out there
kissgdbye playing in the playlist
gah wad an emo timeeeee
___________________________________

everyone ignore that part! (:
Yay! Video is progressing and for those who agreed to help i will update u guys on the shooting time and details asap kaes! :D To do list is so long.. seems rather depressing..so i added some damn easy to complete de todolist so that i can strike out some in v v v near future! :D

I cant download nfs. ): should i do a quiz? Yesh! Then i will be off to bath and homework. :D

from mae-
You need to score 30 and below to be an angel.

1. Smoked before(i hate smokers :D)
2. Drunk alcohol before( only ate choc with alcohol in it.)
3. Slept with someone of the opposite sex
4. Slept with someone of the same sex
5. Gotten into any fights(with bro)
6. Kissed someone of the opposite sex
7. Kissed someone of the same sex
8. Had someone in your room of the opposite sex(hahas! alot lehs. that time class outing justin kaili were all inside my room with other girls also..)
9. Scolded vulgarities
10. Bought porn
11. Take drugs before medicine
12. Hate going to the doctor's
13. Lied to your parents
14. Lied to a friend
15. Snuck out of the house
16. Done something illegal
17. Cut yourself
18. Hurt someone
19. Wished someone to die
20. Seen someone die
21. Missed curfew
22. Stayed up all night(fifa)
23. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24. Been to a therapis
25. Been to a rehab
26. Dyed your hair
27. Received a ticket
28. Been in a wreck
29. Been to a club (for bowling enrichment?)
30. Been to a bar (stupid eugene lum)
31. Been to a wild party
32. Seen the Mardi Gras
33. Had a fight
34. Had a spring break in Florida
35. Sniffed anything (i hate drugs! -__-.)
36. Wore black nail polish
37. Wore wristbands
39. Wore black eyeliner
40. Own a 50 cent CD
41. Hugged someone of the opposite sex( i stil haf my first)
42. Hugged someone of the same sex(gone i think)
43. Gone out with someone of the same sex
44. Gone out with someone of the opposite sex
45. Stole something
46. Been too drunk to remember anything
47. Blacked out
48. Fainted
49. Had a crush on your neighbour (I don't know my neighbours.)
50. Had someone else snuck into your room(meaning?)
51. Snuck into someone else's room
52. Had a crush on someone of the same sex
53. Had gone and watched movies with friends
54. Dry humped someone
55. Been called a slut
56. Called someone a slut
57. Installed speakers in your car
58. Broke a mirror
59. Showered at someone of the opposite sex's house
60. Brushed your teeth with someone else's brush
61. Consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62. Seen an R rated movie in theaters
63. Gone out with friends to the mall
64. Skipped school
65. Had an eating disorder
66. Had hurt yourself before(i fell into a drain b4, wad do u think?
67. Gone to court
68. Walked out of a restaurant without paying
69. Caught something on fire
70. Lied about your age
71. Owned an apartment
72. Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend (Don't have one.)
73. Cheated with someone
74. Got in trouble with the police
75. Talked to a stranger (taxi uncle asked me whr i wanna go to first)
76. Hugged a stranger
77. Kissed a stranger
78. Rode in the car with a stranger(taxi! LOL i duno the taxi driver)
79. Been sexually harassed
80. Been verbally harassed
81. Met face to face with someone you met online
82. Stayed online for 12 hours straight
83. Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
84. Watched TV for 12 hours straight
85. Been to a fair
86. Been called a bad influence
87. Cursed
88. Prank called someone
89. Laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90. Cheated on a test
91. Cheated on homework
92. Held hands with someone of the opposite sex(for play la!)
93. Want to be dead
94. Cut yourself before
95. Hate yourself
96. Had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97. *NOT VALID*
98. Worn eyeliner
99. Skinny dipped
100. Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt

Total: 29
Guess I'm still an angel. Thought I was evil. Ah well. same as mae! (: LOL

Who are the people who..
1) .. make you smile?
alot! tj gup jm hm mae (: and the list goes on!

2) .. saw you cry?
erm item pple i think.. cos i was once damn sick in the complab

3) .. went to the movies with you?
item pple! (: deyo pple also! erm let me think.. 6a pple also! and.. i cant rmb.. (:

4) .. talked to you on the phone last?
huimin! (:

Do you prefer..
1) flowers or candies?
flowers. I m starting to islike candies.. i only like chocc. Or rather doesnt like it as much as last time luhs..

2) gray or black?
Black.. extremes (: white black. or an exception blue (: i m not a pink gurl or blah.. pink is so GAYY. (: lols

3) colour or black & white photos?
colour. black and white photos seems so sad..

4) lust or love?
Love. Lust is shyt.

5) sunrise or sunset?
I THINK SUNRISE IS BETTER. But i think i lyk sunset also. (: anyone wanna watch it tgt? Lol... i am lyk finding pple to watch tgt.. watch alone for sunrise is so scsary.. lyk its so dark in the morning..

6) M&M's or skittles?
M&M's (:

7) staying up late or waking up early?
Staying up late.

Answer honestly:
1) Do you like anyone now?
Yeah. Dont ask if u duno (:

2) Smoke?
No. I hate them.

3) Steal?
No.

4) Do you believe in love at first sight?
Totally?

5) Do you fall for the wrong guy or girl?
Sometimes?

Do you prefer..
1) sun or moon?
Nono.. i prefer sunset/sunrise and moonlight but not the sun and mooon.. i crapping wadeva..

2) tea or coffee?
Tea.(: CHINESE TEA rawks. so lame

3) left or right?
Right, since I'm a right-hander. But both my arms are important. Realised that with this stupid injury on my left elbow I can't do stuff well either.

4) 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends?
2 best friends. :D

5) sunny or rainy?
rainy. I love the smell though some finds it acidic or sth :D

6) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?
VANILLA! choc is too sweet. :/

Others...
1) Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
depends?

2) Have you ever eaten sperms?
can we even eat them. ewww. go die la.

3) Favourite ice cream?
No favourite, but I usually eat Vanilla, Chocolate, Cookies&Cream, Mint Choc Chip.
Yeah, I guess. i kupped directly from mae since ans is the same.

4) How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet?
1! its still in the cabinet cos i dun lyk the flavour of it. If i lyk it will be in my tummy now.. hungry hungry!

5) What's your favourite type of soda?
i dun take soda..

6) Do you cook?
my speciality! Instantnoodles! I damn good at it larhs!

In the last month, have you..
1) bought something?
alot?

2) sang?
BOXING.

3) been hugged?
no?

4) felt stupid?
Yeesh?

5) missed someone?
yesh..

6) danced crazy?
no i cant dance for nuts.

7) gotten your hair cut?
yeah! jus erm last sat. (:

8) cried?
Yeah. haiis. jus a few days ago too..guess only one noes. hahahs :X

9) hated anyone?
not exactly.

10) said I Love You?
nope.. i think i havent seriously told someone that i love that person b4..

2006-10-28T10:19:00.000-07:00

彩虹

你说你的天空暗淡了
我拿起了一张纸
在一个空白的纸
我添上了一道彩虹
你问我它是舍么
我愣住了
我说它是雨后的天堂
你默默地看着它
似乎懂了它，了解了它
你终于笑了
你说你爱上了它

i duno why. but suddenly haf urge to pen this down.. i duno wad it means.. but it jus happened to flow thru my mind .. arh. ignore it its crap.. but i m starting to lyk poetry.. but of cos.. i dun follow that kinda wadeva style.. its jus purely wad i wana say.. so will sound uber lousy.. but i super ego luhs. so nvm me.. but if u think its good (: of cos! leave comment so i will boost morale.. lols.. but if u think it sucks. then say so luhs.. i will improve! LOL :DD

2006-10-28T03:28:00.001-07:00

HELLOS
quiz time again! i kuppped this from sean's blogg.. lols..

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING.
4. Tag 5 ppl at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
恋爱达人 - luo zhi xiang
hohoho! I m feeling high today but i see no link with this song.. perhaps.. HOHOHO. lols jking.. -.-l

How do your friends see you?
幸福车站-ocean
LOL! YAY! I m their happy train station! HAPPYHAPPY! :D

Will you get married?
This Love-maroon 5
Er? LOL I will get married with this love when i haf no love yet.. wth -.-l..or does it means i m gonna stay single forever? (: LOL

Whats your best friend's theme song?
我的家庭-kangkang
super irritating song! LOL but funny.. dun even think its a theme song.. blah..

What was primary school like?
珊瑚海-jaychouu
yeah. peaceful lyk seawater vast and nice lyk seaa.. colourful lyk coral (: i wanna stop here cann.

How can you get ahead in life?
over the rainbow-complicated names
Yay! i get over rainbow to get ahead in life. maybe thats why i kinda lyk rain. and its the rainy season again (: wheee. x)

What is the best thing about your friends?
痴心绝对-duno
whoa loyal frens! (: indeed hahas.. less conflicts more laughters! i hopee x)

What song describes you?
Hero - Main Version-Chad
WOW! i m a hero. (: maybe one day or maybe next second i might jus save someone. lols..

What song will they play at your funeral?
一个人的精彩-Cai Shi Ni
EH! NOT BAD LUHS. telling me about my own life qing cai! then i will think of all the fond memories :DD

How does the world see you?
Graduation (Friends Forever)-Vitamin C
O YEAH! frens forever! I am a fren forever? lols.. jking..

Will you have a happy life?
Jia Gei Wo-Adraino
LOL. marry me and lead a happy life.. wth la. jking (:

what do your friends really think of you?
Catch Your Wave-Click Five
LOL. they are all catching my wave.. meaning they still duno me and trying to catch me and my "wave" still? lols..

Do people secretly lust after you?
I Want You-Electrico
ER? NO COMMENT (:

how can i make myself happy?
Girl in band-Haylie Duff
LOL make myself a girl in band? i cant sing for nuts. and i cant play musical stuff too.. -.-l

What should you do with your life?
Pachelbel for the Potomac-LAURAA
YEAH! PACHELBEL ALL THE WAYYY. (: i love classic stuffs..:D

Will you ever have children?
Pussy Cat Dolls - Stick With You
I have no idea what the hell this means. 100% no link! LOL

I dowan tag pple lehs..funny quiz! rofl..

2006-10-27T08:19:00.000-07:00

Name 22 people you can think of right now at the top of your head.
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 22 people

1. huimin
2. mae
3. angeline
4. tianjuen
5. subin
6. gupgup
7. sarah
8. yijun
9. jane
10. garyy
11. eugenelee
12. eugenelum
13. fawn
14. stephen
15. baxter
16. sherman
17. jianming
18. tongwei
19. cheryl
20. jiayu
21. shuting
22. irene

(totally random (:)

How did you meet 14: (stephen)
starting of the yr. orientation camp.. same class
What would you do if you've never met 1: (huimin)
no box for me. and i will jus go crazyy i think.. i think i answered this qtn b4. lols.
What would you do if 20 and 9 dated: (jane & jiayu)
noway!
Did you ever like 19: (cheryl)
like as a fren larhs! one of my besties in pri sch..
Would 6 and 17 make a good couple: (gup and jm)
no way! they dun even noe each other. -.-l
Describe 3: (angeline)
drama queen! taller than me. chioer. with nice curly hair. and our LA rep Lols...
Do you think 8 is attractive: (yijun)
i think i m in no position to say anything lols.
Tell me something about 7: (sarah)
BBALL! lols.. tanned girl whom is also chio that got alot of pple jio.. -.-l jking..
Do you know any of 12's family(eugenelum):
no? -_- wth
What's 8's favourite: (yijun) favourite
donno :X
What would you do if 18 confesses that he/she likes you: (tongwei)
impossible! wth la. we are perfectly normal
What languages does 15 speak: (bax)
eng and chi
Who is 9 going out with: (jane)
no one la. shes single!
How old is 16 now: (sherman:D)
13 lar. duh
When was the last time you talked to 13: (fawn)
jus now on msn..-_-
What is 2's favourite singer/band: (mae)
ha i dunno! i think i got qtned abt this b4. :X
Would you ever date 4: (teejay)
OMG. NO WAY. LOLS at least not for now. LOL. he has got his seean alr.
Would you ever date 7: (sarah)
NO.
Is 15 single: (bax)
not sure!
What is 10's last name: (garyy)
FOO! (:
Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11: (eugenelee)
NO WAY! pls luhs. -_- cocked up qtn lols.

this is another version of it. hahahahaha hilarious please :D

How did you meet 10? (garyy)
(: item! hahas yay!
What would you do if you had never met 6? (gup)
item wont be that interesting and i wont be that into film i guess..
What would you do if 19 and 15 dated? (cheryl and bax)
nth cos it wont happen.. -.-l
Have you ever seen 13 cry? (fawn)
nope.
Would 4 and 12 make a good couple? (tjand eugenelum)
yep. defintely. both as horny. and will be damn interesting.. -__- jking*
Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple? (huimin& mae)
no way.
What is number 3's best quality? (angeline)
comical? ((:
Describe 8: (yijun)
hahas NO COMMENTS. i really duno la.
Do you like 12? (eugenelum)
nope sad to say so.. wahha -.-l
Do you think 15 is attractive? (bax)
hahas soso la.. his hair without gel is better i think..lol
Tell me something about 17? (jm)
hahas rich ass! great fren! (:
What is 7's favourite colour? (sarah)
maroon?
What would you do if 1 just confessed he/she liked you? (huimin)
i will laugh. -.-
When was the last time you talked to number 19? (cheryl)
jus now on msn
What grade is 16 in? (sherman)
sec 1.
What is 5's favorite music? (subin)
korean songs! (:
Would you ever date 11? (eugenelee)
AGAIN? i say no. (:
Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 2? (mae)
no way. -__-
hahaWhere does 18 live? (tongwei)
tampines.
What do you think about 20? (jiayu)
can confide secrets lehs (:
What is the best thing about 2? (mae)
she can make better blogskin then me and shes fun! LOL (:
What would you like to tell 9 right now? (jane)
HELLOS ((:
How did you meet 15? (bax)
same class. same as stephen's
Are you going to know 1 forever? (huimin)
i want to!
Give a message to no.3,6,13 and 21:
angeline (3) : HAHA hellos chiobu.
gupgup (6) : jiayous for cine! and cya tmr also! (: dun tiree urself out though...
fawn (13) :cya tmr! :D
shuting (21) :HAHAS WHEN ARE WE PLAYING TGT?

kupped from tj.. some ans real ridiculous.. hahas LOL (:

2006-10-26T08:27:00.000-07:00

i am really bored.. shall do tis

Name: Lee Shi Min
Nicks: SM
Name spelled backwards: MS ( LOL its mengshuen lols -.-l)
Name without vowels: shmn (O_O cool)
Name without consonants: II( EVEN COOLER)
B'day: 29th jan 1993
Ethnicity: Chinese
Glasses/Contacts: glasses or none. (depends on situation :D)
Hair colour: Black ( i wan brown!)
Hair length: SOSO. but messy (:
Hair style:MESSY DE LUHS
Pets: FISH?

Favourites-

Animal: guppy!( LIKE DUH! :D)
Band: U2,Lifehouse, westlife, keane....
Brand name of clothes: dun have preference now lehs.. everything seems alright (: dun lyk OP alr. D:
Brand name of shoes: Nike and lalala.. my mom dowan buy me more shoes sobs ):
Candy: CANDY EMPIRE! hahas
Colour: SKYBLUEEEE
Cookie: none
Day: FRIDAY LUHS! ITEM<3
Disney character: HELLO KITTY considered? -_-
Drink: Heaven and earth green tea/ Ice lemon tea
Fast food places: Mac, MOS, KFC. BK breakfast ...
Food: ((: alot!
Holiday: NIGARA FALL, japan, paris alot larhs (: hope to have a whole yr travelling thingy :D
Ice cream flavour: CHOC (:
Month: JAN!
Number: 29&11
perfume: Er? i dun lyk them actually..
Pie flavour:CHICKEN PIE?
Pizza topping: cheese! :DDD
Restaurant: lols. I dun lyk restaurant cos always got vege de. D:
Subject in school: IT'em!:DD
Type of music: NICE!
Type of sandwich: EGG

All of Your Friends-

The best advisor: Hmm. I self advise myself? LOL. no luhs.. alot of pple.. You noe who u are. (:
The best hair: I lyk liesl and angeline's hair. i wan haircuttt luhs
The best handwriting: i lyk mine larhs (:
The dirtiest mind: JIAHUI
The funniest: SHIMIN! OF COS! TJ AGREED ALSO! :D
The loudest: me also? :X
The prettiest: LIESL AND ANGELINE
The most trusting: TJ? hahad DUNO
The nicest eyes: emily
The shortest: LOL sherman (:
The smartest: SHIEN duh. 3.73
The tallest: Stephen

Have you ever?-

Asked out a crush: *confidential*
Been on stage: i mean hu doesnt. YES
Been scared to get a shot: u mean phototaking? nah. i'm spastic :P
Cheated on a test: NO DUH (: GUAI KIA LEHS :D
Cried during a movie: yeah D:
Felt like you didn't belong: Sometimes D:
Fought a black belt:NOPE! LOL i think among so many frens only irene and gary got learn the taekwando thingy luhs hahas
Gone to camp: duh. yes.. woots i love sparkC camp.
Kept a New year's resolution: ?o.O
Kept a secret from someone: DUH:X
Pressed all the buttons on the elevator: young duno anything that time
Stolen anything: erm. no? :D
Told a boy you liked him:*confidential*
Won a trophy: thinkso?
Written a love poem: *confidential*

-The Last..-

Listened to CD: watch them fly-stereophonics
Last Movie watched: wtc with jm-.-l
Person that's called you:guppp
Person who saw you cry: pillow?:D
Person who went to the mall with: east pt trip with yc tj hm st
Song listened to: she doesnt-skint -____-
last meal you ate: pizza!
Thing you drank: SARSI LOL

-Yes or No-

Growing up scares me more than it should: soso luhs (:
I adore getting mail: depends luhs.
If at first you don't succeed, do you try again: i do if i have interest and passion for it.

-Others-

If you could describe yourself in three words: a living dead D:
Is your computer in your room: yeah
Is your room messy: bks all ard.. sorry i m not those kinda gurls who kip their room :X
What are some of your favourite junk foods: fries. with salt. chips! curry puff and eggtart counted? -.-l CHOC OF COS (:
What colour are your bedroom walls: ewww.. its a light this colours. sucks lo
What do you do when you're bored:friendster chat conference and blog
What makes you happy: alot of things esp somethings (:
What makes you sad: alot also haiis
What's your favourite thing to do on the weekends: erm.for now; flim n thinkquest n icc..soon rgp YAY! (:
Worst feeling in the world: being lost YESH!

by the way. this is kupped frm tj blog.. feel free to kup! haha... off to the nxt quiz. ((:
i sorted out my thoughts. shall numb myself wif thinkquest. shall 4get everything...

rock on
sm ((:

2006-10-26T05:35:00.000-07:00

I duno whyy.. so many pple haf the word LOST on their msn nick/personal messenger luhs..

Lost i felt is the most terrible thing on earth... i rather fail all my subjects than to feel lost.. Identity-less.. Heading somewhr out of no whr.. so retarded larhs.. and it will be jus running around ONE SAME OLD circle.. yeps..

seems lyk a bad thing to have pple feeling lost huh? I think one have to at least haf a direction luhs.. for example paple in item ;D we work on films cos outof passion work on website out of interest and everything larhs.. we should get clear of wad we want then work towards it luhs.. If you do sth jus for the sake of doing why.. might as well dont do it.. its jus a waste of time.. Imagining cooking a dish jus for the sake of cooking it.. then later jus throw it away mehs? of cos no la.. we cook cos we nid to eat waddd.. hahas such a lame example.. but who caress (:

And Yesh.. I think i nid a new spects liaos.. I cant even see clearly..and i get mixed two pple who look differently UP. WTH LA. D:

SO EVERYONE FOR MY SAKE or rather for ur own sake (: DONT FEEL LOST. :D

And so here is my results..
GPA:3.43
): hais.. dropped liaos.. used to be 3.67 de.. GAHH..
PERCENTAGE: 73.++%
HAIS. drop 4 percent.. so sad LOL.. But nvm i shall work harder GAMBATE LA. not bad alr luhs.. shien is damn pro.. 3.73 walau lo.. topped her class alr.. (: good for her anyways..

Anyways pic for show.

2006-10-25T00:18:00.000-07:00

THANKS FOR ALL THE PPLE WHO AGREED TO THE CASTING (:
TYVM.. yayness. ;D
lifes good

2006-10-22T04:46:00.000-07:00

hahas i shouldnt be posting now.. but still..

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

His magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight

Oh cuz I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long

He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh cuz I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's beautiful
he's so beautiful
((: thanks all for now.. ther mus be a stop after a start.. nid to go back to work le.

2006-10-20T07:46:00.001-07:00

URGENT CAST!

If you are free next week.. pls PM ME ON MSN(: esp all the deyo-ians... is a new exposure to film actually..

Alright.. Look around you..

Cast in need:

36 students- jus dhs students.. any sec one or sec one look alike student.. (:

mentor(teacher)- seems with lots of experience.. loving caring and sounds patience.. perferably not those young and energetic kind.. hoping for a teacher lyk yang lao shi(yeo cheng kok?) but hope its english speaking de..

mom- old enough to look lyk a mom of cos.. hope to be someone who seems lyk any other normal mom.. character supposed to sound mom-like..

ahgong- old enough to be ahgong of cos.. hope to get one similar to the characteristic of teacher..

Brother-cannot look older than sec one.... **

*all roles stated here and then type of characters needed are tentative..
**chaaracter to be "dot dot"

Hope you guys out there can keep a lookout for such pple too.. once you have seen anyone with those characteristic tell me pls! And yesh.. then 30 students! if u are a sec one/sec one lookalike.. please kindly offer ur help.. i m contactable at

email: symphonized@hotmail.com
can be added for msn too.. pls tag if you have related&relevant help/tip/idea/etc..

THANKS ALOT ((:

2006-10-18T23:35:00.000-07:00

HELLOS! i should do some kinda quiz now.. so sianed.. waiting for sth. (: and i flopped my LA exams. WAHHAA.. ;/ gah.

Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don't read the questions below before you answer and tag 5 people to do this survey.

1.Huimin

2.Mae

3.Sherman

4.tianjuen

5.guppy

6.gary

7.jianming

8.justin

9.jane

10.kaiyuan

11.liesl

12. jiamin

13.siewting

14.tongwei

15. cheryl

16.yenchen

17.shuting

18.sarah

19.vanessa

20.haoyi

When did you meet 14(tongwei)?

lols! er met in pri sch.. hahas pri 4 that time.. ;D

What would you do if you never met 1(huimin)?

go insane? hahas she is always the sensible and clear one.. ((:

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated(haoyi&jane)?

haoyi and jane? they dont even noe abt each other i guess.. hahas xD

Did you ever like 19(vanessa)?

YUCK? i m totally normal..

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?

gary and shuting? diff sch diff age diff wadeva.. impossible! lols..

Describe 3(sherman).

he is rather cool but critical too.. one of my best pri sch fren whom smsed in class with me jus now.. he thinks gen is cute.. and he has got long ponytail stolen from qinhui.. chatting to him is fun but makes me feel lyk a retard.. wad a loooong comment (: hes crazy abt naruto too.. i only noe gaara.. -_-

Do you think 8(justin) is attractive?

humphs.. quite funny as in his character.. but personally i dun think he is attractive.. lols.. i m being frank.. ((: and yeah.. i dun think anyone is attractive now.. so yeah being neutral?

Tell me something about 7(jianming).

false hope givers that always claims that pple lyks him.. xD and yeah nice for treating pple to movies.. hahas (: but i still rawk more than him..

Do you know any of 12's family(jiamin) ?

yeah went to her hse b4! shes nice yeah ((:

What's 8's favourite(justin)?

again? he lyks bowling i guess. hahas.. stupid guys who always hit over 100+ for bowling..

What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you(liesl)?

gasp in horror.. liesl is perfectly normal kaes (:

What language does 15 (cheryl)speak?

eng and chinese duh?

How old is 16(yenchen) now?

13 larhs! (:

When was the last time you talked to 13?

siewting! this morning (:

Who's 2 favourite band/singer?

MAE MAE! i duno =x i only noe she lyks slow and old songs.. as in romantic songs i guess. (:

Would you date 4(tj)?

SO GAY! he got his sean alr (: i rather stay ALONE ;D

Would you date 7(jianming)?

walao.. why him la. -.-l nono no way. (: cos he belongs to ada.. ;D jking* hahas

Is 15 single?(cheryl)

frankly speaking i duno... =X

What's 10's last name?

kaiyuan arhs.. lau? hahas or yuan.. go figure ot urself.. ;D

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?

liesl! GASP IN HORROR MORE.. lols.. lame.. we are perfectly fine girls -.-l

-What school does 3 go to?

SHERMAN. (: dhs.. hahas but i think he wanna go to tkgs to join gen more.. jking*

Where does 6 live?

gary? tamp lo.. hahas (:

Whats your favourite thing about 5?

HIS 搞笑NESS.. hahas.. ((: of cos we both haf passion for film and yeah.. we rawk as much as each other la. ;D

Name 5 people to do this dumb [but fun] thing.
whoever is bored. (: i m bored u see..

2006-10-18T06:04:00.000-07:00

EMO DAY.

rarh. kaes discussion everything was fine. but i sort of got tired of alot of things.. i nid a loong sleep...

i cant slp.. rarh... slept on the train on the way bac home.. budden yeah now i can slp.. thats why i m here.. i duno why.. rarh.. i jus wanna play and play and slp for one whole day.. but seems so not right for me to do that..

yeahs. dying soon.
but still contented with my life eh. (:

tmr is the horrible day. i dun wan sch, eoy papers or wadevabac.. i have a bad feeling that i m gonna flop everything and zzz.

2006-10-16T05:28:00.000-07:00

hahs..RARH i overslept this morning.. if not can go sch watch interclass de.. bleh.. but nvm (:

lalala.. hope 1D will ace tmr! although i m most likely unable to join others to watch the match tmr.. and yeah jane enjoy bowling kaes.. rarh.. i cant go.. but nehmind. (:

woots. i suddenly feel so happy abt making friends.. yeah i shall do an advertisement of myself here? ok forget abt it.. i m kinda high now.. -_- so lame. budden yeah jus add me at friendster if u happens to see this post kaes.. ((:

jiayous for the interclass
:D

2006-10-13T21:25:00.000-07:00

bac to post..

yeah.. yesterday soccer was good.. haas.. first match was 1D vs 1A.. score is lyk 2:1
lol.. first goal was by me.. tyco de.. xD.. the ball rebounced so i kick bac.. then second was by yuherng! of cos players lyk nyein sarah vanessa mae huiyun and etc are equally impt.. hahs i mus say teamwork not bad lo.. though we didnt pratise much.. hahas..

then second match against 1I was a tough one la.. cos we all have low stamina and failed to pass ball nicely.. but its was a nice one.. at least nvr tio thrashed.. and i so tense up during the match lo.. tsktsk.. -.-l...

backheel? justin tok abt that... i freakin duno wad he refering to.. hahas..

then yeah.. went to bugis with vanessa.. i m nvr going bac to that place* anymore.. freaks* returned home at one plus.. so got grounded for today and tmr.. ):

end of post..

2006-10-08T01:44:00.000-07:00

after seeing quite a fw pics of aurora.. i think this pic is the nicest.. work best for me.. The colour combi.. (:

2006-10-07T22:39:00.000-07:00

BLOG=boredom

I've Done 46!! Out Of 125 Crazy Things

Level 1
( ) smoked a cigarette[noway]
( ) smoked a cigar[ew?]
( ) done weed[wadsthat?]
() kissed a member of the same sex [im not a les]
(x) drank alcohol[think so xD]

SO FAR:1

Level 2
(x) been in love[one-sided]
( ) been dumped[havent dated yet.. -_-]
( ) shoplifted[no? i m a good citizen]
( ) been fired[havent worked yet]
(x) been in a fist fight[with bro]

SO FAR: 3

Level 3
( ) sneak out of home[i m a good girl]
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back[dont ask]
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a strange[er?]
( ) gone out on a blind date[hahsnoway]

SO FAR: 4

Level 4
(x) having a crush on an older person[dont ask..tsk]
( ) skipped school[noway(:]
( ) slept with a co-worker[yucks!]
(x) seen someone/something die[dont ask]

SO FAR:6

Level 5
(x) had/have a crush on one of your FRIENDSTER friends[=X]
( ) been to Paris[=/]
( ) been to Spain[=/]
(x) been on a plane[-_-?]
( ) thrown out for drinking[no la]

SO FAR:8

Level 6
(x) eaten Sushi[jus rice and seaweed]
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
( ) pit a tent

SO FAR: 9

Level 7
( ) been in an abusive relationship[no.]
(x) taken pain killers
(x) love/like someone right now[dont ask]
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by[(:]
( ) made a snow angel

SO FAR: 12

Level 8
( ) had a tea party
( ) flown a kite[iwannaflyitsomeday]
(x) built a sand castle[duh]
( ) gone puddle jumping[?]
(x) played dress up[young that time]

SO FAR: 14

Level 9
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves[xD]
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game[=X]
(x) been lonely[yesh=/]
(x) fallen asleep at work/school[muahhas]

SO FAR: 18

Level 10
( ) used a fake/someone else's ID[?]
(x) watched the sun set[YESHYESH! I DONT MIND MORE]
( ) felt an earthquake
( ) killed a snake[=/]

SO FAR: 19

Level 11
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer

SO FAR: 21

Level 12
( ) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
( ) been in a car/motorcycle accident

SO FAR: 21

Level 13
( ) had/have braces
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight

SO FAR:22

Level 14
( ) hated de way you look[nacrisstic me]
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed wit post-it notes

SO FAR:24

Level 15
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the world
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying

SO FAR: 28

Level 16
(x) cried urself 2 sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently coloured with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x)sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
SO FAR: 33

Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls [longtimeagoo ]
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose[xtreme? lols] [
( ) kissed in the rain

SO FAR: 35

Level 18
( ) written a letter to Santa Clause
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care/cared about[hahas]
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach

SO FAR: 36

Level 19
(x) been to a party
( )have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
( ) gone roller/ice skating/ blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) Humped a monkey

SO FAR: 38

Level 20
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge ]
( ) screamed "penis" at a football game.
( ) swimming with dolphins)]

SO FAR: 39

Level 21
(x) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/icecube
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sex clothes
( ) Sat on a roof top

SO FAR: 41

Level 22
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) can do a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 3 hours[i m sot]]
(x) stayed up all night[worldcup!]

SO FAR: 44

Level 23
( ) picked and ate a fruit right off the tree
( ) climbed a tree
( ) had/been in a tree house
(x) aren't scared to watch scary Movies alone

SO FAR: 45

Level 25
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have/had more than 30 pairs of shoes(in a lifetime)
( ) gone streaking
( ) been in jail

SO FAR: 46

LOL i m normal.. (:

2006-10-07T06:57:00.001-07:00

ok as u can see this is the third time i m blogging.. U can tell how bored i m.. Ok.. firstly.. yayness for being able to get one main cast approval to help me act in my mv liaos (:

and then some pics up for post too..

from left to right.. me cheryl tongwei

2006-10-07T06:23:00.001-07:00

Alright created a new blogskin for sarah liaos.. But i still think her skin kupped from blogskin is nicer.. =/ I m still a blogskin newbie.. I also kupped some codes from tj.. (those codes of his are kupped from others too xD) hahas .. yeps But read on..

`sarah; faith in GOD+₫ђςβьấĻĹs106<3 said:
no la. See my face pulled until so big. but nehmind
`sarah; faith in GOD+₫ђςβьấĻĹs106<3 said:
Still nice
`sarah; faith in GOD+₫ђςβьấĻĹs106<3 said:
hahahs
&SM-licious said:
omg.. >< hahas i nvr pull i made all the pics smaller
&SM-licious said:
by right should be smaller face
&SM-licious said:
lol

`sarah; faith in GOD+₫ђςβьấĻĹs106<3 says:
haha
`sarah; faith in GOD+₫ђςβьấĻĹs106<3 says:
haha
`sarah; faith in GOD+₫ђςβьấĻĹs106<3 says:
I thought they look bigger
`sarah; faith in GOD+₫ђςβьấĻĹs106<3 says:
lol
&SM-licious says:
lol -_x arh! photoshop failuer = me hahas '

awww.. my photoshop skills still SUCKS. but read on still..

`sarah; faith in GOD+₫ђςβьấĻĹs106<3 says:
Nehmind
`sarah; faith in GOD+₫ђςβьấĻĹs106<3 says:
is still nice la
`sarah; faith in GOD+₫ђςβьấĻĹs106<3 says:
Jus tt i look ugly
`sarah; faith in GOD+₫ђςβьấĻĹs106<3 says:
The blending nice wad
&SM-licious says:
hahas xD tyty

((: yay! hahas some consolation for me..

Alright one more thing down for my to do list! whee..

blogskinpreview: http://andyouarethere.blogspot.com/

do give comments but not as harsh as tj..hahas.. Okay.. PLAY TIME.
BYE

2006-10-07T03:20:00.000-07:00

hahas woke up at 11++pm todae.. xD i noe i m a pig not nid to tell me that..
and yesh went to tm to meet wif hm and tj for thinkquest at starbucks..
I m starting to not lyk the chocolate frappocino? spelt this way? ahhas Dun care.. Its too milky and gives me a sucky feeling.. D: shall try others next time..latte is too bitter for me.. i rather chinese tea.. :D

Went daytona-ing later.. HAHA I WANNA GO VIVO CITY.. Yeah (: shall not go tampines mall or plaza sing for my next movie..sarah! take note* hahas xDYeah That creative mp3 is indeed small but its fat =X hahas..

O yarhs! non-item pple mus take note of wad i say later kaes..
-start-
Tj told me this.. last fri he was at the busstop waiting for his parents to pick him up..
so he overheard a girl's convo.. erm.. perhaps they are toking too loud or our zenn-alike tj have v good sense of hearing.. Yeps This girl actually said that she wanted to join item cos after finishing work we can PLAY.. hahs from this u might think that ITEM is a slack club but its not kaes.. We have competitions to work on.. and item is working v hard towards improvements and stuffs larhs.. Even after eoys we have to meet up frequently for discussion.. Pple in item haf to commit time and effort de kaes:D And Yeps one good example is last night.. arnd 8 i went for meeting at simei starbucks for some film stuffs.. So dont ever stereotype that item is a slack club pls (:
-end-
the haze sucks i dun uds why why and why pple wanna carry out deforestation.. its lyk affecting my sense of everything.. now i dun lyk the wind anymoreD:.. cos it brings me all the smoke.. and toking abt smooking.. the weather is lyk so bad liaos.. pple are still smoking.. i was lyk omfg when i walked past them.. sickening aint it... yesh! xD

Lastly anyone with audio mixer with 6 channels pls pm me kaes.. even if u are a stranger i also heck.. Erm email can be referred at my profile page.. Tyvm (:

2006-10-06T04:27:00.000-07:00

YAYNESS! FINALLY (: END OF EOYS..

Went to have lunch with Zhiting Jane and the rest after that.. was a rather nice one xD
They are damn funny larhs! (:

And an accomplishment today! :D A new blogskin..parts of the codes are kupped and modifiedby meee meaning not that orignal... dont expect me to memorise codes.. i can only read them..and finally figured out the coordinates.. To be frank.. this is my first blog skin made for myself.. :D MORE TO COME! i wanan brush up my html and photoshop skill.. yeah.. this skin is not much of any skills.. v basic.. hahas.. step by step marhs..

Tomorrow expected to meet up for thinkquest! In case u duno wads that u can check out my links.. yeah.. Erm.. so thats it.. But i think tmr will most probably end up daytona-ing.. And the day after.. i shall relac and go catch movieee with sarahhhh and whoever joining us.. ahash. :D

I wanna do lots of things and today is only the start of it.. i completed one point of my to do list liaos.. so updated version here:

+watch World Trade centre
+play loads of daytona
+get that flight simulator
+watch smell of rain
+come up with that mv
+do that video
+finish that website
~~+a new blogskin~~
+morephotography
+more htmlhtmlhtml
+sinaporedreaming
+bowling
+help sarah with blogskin
+get that sunrise

Guess thats all about it for now
byesss. I m developing my thoughts and i m scraping my lousy ones. :D
CHIONG ARHS! ahhas I hope i can finish my to do list before sch starts next year.. My nice nice days jus started.. WHOOS x)

2006-10-05T00:38:00.000-07:00

Neon heart day-glow eyes
A city lit by fireflies
They're advertising in the skies
For people like us

And I miss you when you're not around
I'm getting ready to leave the ground

Oh you look so beautiful tonight
In the city of blinding lights

Don't look before you laugh
Look ugly in a photograph
Flash bulbs purple irises
The camera can't see

Oh you look so beautiful tonight
Oh you look so beautiful tonight
Oh you look so beautiful tonight
In the city of blinding lights

I wanna run
I want to hide
I wanna tear down the walls
That hold me inside
I wanna reach out

I want to feel
Sunlight on my face
I see the dust cloud disappear
Without a trace
I want to take shelter from the poison rain

p5hing a*wy .// Ρǿįŋŧš ơƒ дửťЋοґϊт¥ says:
n u look like 3 days never

i wonder whr did all my life goes to..

2006-10-04T03:04:00.000-07:00

hahs sci finish liaos.. haf quite a few qtns not sure of larhs.. but at least i managed to finish the whole paper.. wadeva the result will be let it be then.. >< alright! now i shall do a tag from shermannn:

1. Full name:Lee Shi Min duh

2. Name backwards:Er? For?

3. Were you named after someone:NOPE! though tj claimed that i shared the same name as tang tai zong -_x

4. Meaning of name:a word or phrase that is used to identify a person or an object from sherman de definition

5. Nickname:for u to decide?

6. Screen name:Er? since that smart ass sherman dun even noe abt this.. so yeah.. i duno also nvm de..

7. D.O.B: 29 Jan few more months to aging..

8. Place of birth:SG

9. Nationality:refer to no. 8

10. Current location:at home la

11. Star sign: aquarius? I m not sure if horoscope = star sign.. ahhas

12. Religion:hahas..

13. Height:161cm hahas i m still taller than sherman they all lo.. and although baxter is taller than me in actual fact i still looks taller.. xD and yesh mae rmb tat incident? xD

14. Weight: 50kg not heavy kaes? xD its a 90% for me.. still got 20% to overweight.. so choc still dont harm

15. Shoe size:7/8 i noe its BIG (:

16. Hair colour:black strains of dark dark dark brown which is hardly visible will be so good ><

17. Eye colour:black? not sure

18. Who do you look like:i look like myself lyk duh

19. Innie or outtie: more of outgoing? i duno..

20. Leftie or rightie:rightie

21. Gay, straight, bi or others:huh? sounds not right LOLS?

22. Best friend:my little boook which i confided in xD but usually i tear away that page after scribbles.. so my book getting thinner.. not a goo sign though ><

23. Best friend you trust most:my book! it cant tok

24. Favourite pals:ALOT hahas. Mae Gup TJ HM sherman and moreeeeeeeeeee

25. Best friend of opposite sex: sherman tj gup? not sure hahas how would i noe

26. Best buddies:maemae atthemoment xD

27. Boyfriend or girlfriend: boyfriend

28. Crush: for me to noe nia..

29. Parents: People

30. Worst enemy: YOU*

31. Favourite online guy: sherman tj gup and justin? i duno hahas..

32. Favourite online girl: mae and few more.. xD

33. Craziest friend: They are all not insane lyk me xD

34. Advice friend: alot xD you can identify yourself if i tell u abt how i feel and etc. ><

36. Person you cry with: i dont cry with anyone?

37. Any sisters: bo

38. Any brothers: 1

39. Any pets: no nvr wan a ***

40. Any disease: i think getting heart problems soon

41. Pagers: hahhas?

42. Personal phone line: you can try guess and it starts with a 8

43. Cell phone:since its a cell phone muz use microscope then can see LOL quoted from sherman ;D

45. Pool or hot tub: wads this

46. A car: jus not that kind in NFS

47. Your personality: u name it..

48. Driving: my own crazzie imaginery plane :D

49. Room: nth abt it -_-?

50. Whats missing: lotsa stuff my own life is missing -_-

51. School:dhs

52. Bed colour:orangeyy with animals and their sounds..whoos? childish xD

53. Relationship with parents:neutral

54. Believe in yourself:yeap. i wanna

55. Believe in love at first sight: totally truee

56. Good listener: sure. 2 ears

57. Get along well with parents:quite

58. Save email conversations:no.. theres no such think as email logs? only chat logs got save nia

59. Pray: to be happier and get more slp

60. Believe in reincarnation: yeah sort of

61. Make fun of people: sometimes..><>

62. Like to talk on the phone: used to.. no one to tok to liaos

63. Want to get married: yeah? i duno too early for it

64. Like to drive: SINGAPORE AIRLINE SQ2901 hahas hope theres such model 10 yrs later xD

65. Motion sickness:?

66. Eat stem of broccoli:EWWWW..NO WAY

67. Eat chicken with fork:depends on my moood

68. Dream in colour:BLUE WHITE

69. Type with your fingers on home role:wads that

70. Sleep with stuff animals:nope i slp with jus my pillow and blanket and bolster

71. Next to you: milo drink

72. On the walls of your room: paint

73. On your mousepad: my mouse

74. Dream car: anything but nfs car

75. Dream date: hahas shhss..

76. Dream honeymoon spot: you can ask me if u wanna noe xD its somewhr not in asia larhs

77. Dream husband or wife: to be nice and nice and jus nice

78. Bedtime: Subject to change

79. Under your bed: bed

80. Single most important question: ? o.O?? meaning?

1. Bad time of a day: morning! i lacking of slp larhs..

82. Your worst fear: that day*

83. The weather is: FINE I SEE SUNabout toSET :D

84. Time:6.25pm

85. Date:4.10.06

86. Best trick did on someone: cant rmb.. sugar makes my memory fails

87. Theme song: ?

88. Hardest thing about growing up: stupid craps

89. Funniest experience: :D

90. Scariest experience: :O

91. Silliest thing you have ever said:some misuse of words.. shall not repeat it here.. word of advice to u guys out there.. to think b4 u say anything! ><

92. Scariest thing while you are with your friends: o.o

93. Worst feeling: D:

94. Best feeling in the world: FEEL LYK FLYING HIGH UP TO THE SKY

95. Choose 8 to do the quiz: GUPPY TJ MAE HUIMIN and u can name it urself..

2006-10-03T19:22:00.000-07:00

HAHHAS YAY-ness! left with 3 subjects nia.. :D and yeps.. eoys is gonna end! I shall come up with a to do list liaos.. xD

To do list

+watch World Trade centre
+play loads of daytona
+get that flight simulator
+watch smell of rain
+come up with that mv
+do that video
+finish that website
+a new blogskin
+morephotography
+more htmlhtmlhtml
+sinaporedreaming
+YESH AND SO MUCH MORE.. coming up with more when ican think of them xP

tmr sci sci and sci.. oooooooohs... lets seee..

viewingmallxD yesh nvr revise anything ended up wif discussion on more meaningful matters :D
hmhmtjtj hahas

anyone can help me think of any FUN and nice thing to add on to my to do list? cos i really wanna enjoyyy.. :O

and here i zoomed offfff..

reply(s) to tag:
gupgup:D : yesh! ahhas of cos larhs so meaningful luhs xD good luck for ur paper tmr..
;;jane : HAHS I WAN MORE AND MORE SLEEP.. but stupid geog made me stayed up ahahs.. jiayous for sci tmr (:

reply tag to myself: jiayous jiayous you are getting happier (: and yesh eoys are ending.. gonna catch the movies and so onn.. and anyone interested in doing any fun thing after fri last paper? I DOWAN WANNA WASTE MY FRIDAY OFF.. haas

2006-10-01T06:03:00.000-07:00

Wonderful day made better by you
Another time, another try
Really lost, really cried
Y mus it be you
I question, i ask
Love is blind
Oh my
Very hard i try, very hard i cry
Enough is enough
U are always on my mind

adapted from secret heaven!* ahhas.. dowan tell u guys.. one word has been modified.. hahs happy guessing wads the true true msg behind it.. ((:

2006-09-30T05:34:00.000-07:00

KHFLKASJDOPMKLMCPOMF#_)#I_KDMSAC<"A VPOQJ}`
,sd[JFPJSDMA"SDJ{FMNPAOSJFAS:MF:ASJF:LAPOAM P PAKF {AKSK:K"

AND FCUK OFF..

cryholyshyt

imagine going home thinking abt all the problems with frens you already have.. then finally cooled down walking in the drizzle with some duno from whr nice music.. and ignorant to things around u try to concentrate in your thoughts? and trying to forget the problem.. walkig freakin ass slowly.. and it came. after you.. ASS HOLE..

OK.. dun ask me wad came after me.. but i certainly gonna hate it lyk siao.. ITS NOT the first time it disturbed me.. i was chased by one when i was p2p3? and yesh? it came at the wrong? time.. ..

RARHS! go die.. i wanna kill all of it.. =X

i noe i m evill.. but they made me freaking emo and breakdown lyk siao can.. fcuk..

SORRY TJ for venting it all out on you..

2006-09-27T03:15:00.000-07:00

yesh tmr is the day.. 死期到了。。

it rained and rained and rained jus now..
i saw pair of birds flew past and
now i see the orangy sky again!
i cant rmb abt sth i dreamt ytd。。contradiction in within me... seeriously sth wrong with me..

听你弹钢琴.

我喜欢听你弹钢琴
十指滑落琴键的声音

笨拙的琴音回荡在屋里
不华丽却温馨

我喜欢听你弹钢琴

听你分分秒秒的心情

低音代表伤心
高音却越开心

我喜欢听你弹钢琴

听你用五线谱带我去旅行
遇上休止符
闭上眼会听见爱的延长音

如果可以这么容易就好了。。。

2006-09-26T05:55:00.000-07:00

funny convo one
me：hahas thanks.. ur nick is still v v v looooooong
me :see mine lyk one third length of urs
A : its one quarter, mt nick not nice meh?
A: v meaniniful wat
me : lol yarhs LONGER! hahas see mine so short also meanningfull
A: ok lah.. u win..hahas..
*after a whiles...
A :U GO AND DIE LAH!!
a: ............
A:i just saw ur nick
A:where got meaningful!wl..
me: LOL..
A: i tot it was really meaningful.. and i say yah yah yah wihtout looking..then after i look..i sian tiao

hahas.. see my powers.. i say then A nvr look A believes leh.. my power hahahmuahhahahs.. :D

nice convo 1
| Aw*y | #18 | Evanesence says:
lemmi cheer u up
| Aw*y | #18 | Evanesence says:
see
| Aw*y | #18 | Evanesence says:
lol
| Aw*y | #18 | Evanesence says:
->(that displaypic with my face cropped up)
| Promise | #29 says:
HAHA YESH YESH
| Promise | #29 says:
((:
| Promise | #29 says:
hahas rawks la
| Aw*y | #18 | Evanesence says:
lol
| Aw*y | #18 | Evanesence says:
see
| Aw*y | #18 | Evanesence says:
no pimples
| Aw*y | #18 | Evanesence says:
hair is nice
| Aw*y | #18 | Evanesence says:
smile
| Aw*y | #18 | Evanesence says:
=)
| Promise | #29 says:
LOL YA LO

HAHA SEE HOW NACRISSTIC I M. (: hahas funny convo day.. but gotta mug. SO BYES. enjoy my convos.. ahhas.. if too sian can comment at tag.. then next time i wont be so lame to post convo le..

2006-09-26T01:09:00.001-07:00

yeps whacked mae today.. wahahahas. But no kick.. she can whack even harder.. dots. test lyk v v v soon.. i m gonna die.. hahas.. jking..

I actually wanted to post abt sth。。 but apparently i cant rmb... so bear with this random post.. maybe its coss of my ice lemon tea which contains sugar that cause me to have memory loss.. but its definitely not due to a sign of age-ing kaes. xD i m chao lame now.. ok.. self entertainment wad.. if not can die of seeing napoleon face on that animal farm bk.. and yesh! i rmb liaos.. some of u guys might see 2 tagboards in my blog.. but i have no idea why theres 2.. i can only see one on my comp.. and i m using mozilla.. nvm.. more tagboard.. more convenient for u guys to tag.. (:

and alsooo i wish hope and want 1oct to come v quickly.. so that i can have money again.. feel so damn ass broke... =X

6A'o5

we all look so diff... left to right..
top: jiayu, shien, vanessa
bottom: tongwei cheryl me
hahas.. since i have a few more mins to spare..
jiayu in temasek now.. yeah one of my besties in pri sch..
shien the smart ass who is in 1E now
vanessa.. duno much abt her though.. x) st hildas sec i think..
tongwei you know that vice chairperson from 1F yesh.. its her.. she changed and become a prettier one? hahas.. used to have damn lots of pple jio-ing her... lolss..
cheryl haising catholic larhs. which is damn near my hse.. hahhas she chop off her pony tail lerhs.. xD

and lastly abt me.. i m shimin and thats all u nid to noe. :D uniform sucks.. =X hair=forever messy and forever so everrrrr uglyyy. i am contented though. hahas.. esther stop asking me to chop off my hair..

with lameness,
SMACKACE! xP

2006-09-25T08:53:00.000-07:00

i guess things are getting better alr x) yeps.. i shall cont to post as i m not on hiatus lyk most of the others are -_x hahas.. and heres a post alr!

with her crazineess,
SMACKACE. :D

origin: supposed to be item ace.. then transform into sm ace then smace then reminds me of smack so i call it smack ace.. if u are confuse by my thens.. ask me in msn then if u are interested.. lolss. i gotta turn in overrun liaos.. deyo list only left with me and myself online.. =X

2006-09-24T03:27:00.001-07:00

ANGEL!

very nice song by Jaycee.. :p

If I could fly up to the sky
The first thing I do I look for you
Cos' you are my Angel Angel
You are the one
Angel Angel you are the one
I can cry for you I can smile for you
I can die for you Just for you
Nothing will do But just for you
I wanna be with you day and night
Day and night til the day I die
I wanna be with you day and night
Day and night til the day I die
Til I die
I wanna be with you day and night
Day and night til the day I die
I wanna be with you day and night
Day and night til the day I die
So Angel come by my side by my side
And hold me tight

-quoted from gupgup ahhas.. enjoy!

its a song btw! ((:

HEREBY I WANNA THANK THE PPLE WHO LED ME OUT OF THE STUPID DARKNESS! :D

first! the one on the top of the list.. MAE! she consoled me lyk siao! ((: <3

the rest no ranking de jus random haas..

MR LOW AKA CONG! the way he console uber funny! cheerios :P

GUPGUP guppy's new name from me! hahas FOR THE TAG! (:

JUSTIN hahas for the TAG too! hahahahhahas :D

with love,

<3>

now i m feeling uber good and high! the sunset seems so nice todayy.. ((: dangdang goes the feng lin from gio as bdae present hanging at that window there.. hahas ((: felt so guilty for not buying anything for his bdae last yr.. :O

i shall start to save money now for pressie next yr! D:
=P

2006-09-22T06:01:00.000-07:00

same thing applies dont highlight.

承诺没了
游戏完了
笑话没了
信任没了
依靠没了
代表着友情也没了吗？

i cant seems to relax everything is jus up there in my head i feel so wrong so guilty so pissed wth is this..

2006-09-22T05:48:00.000-07:00

if u still do treat me as a fren dont highlight the below part

i m sorry liesl..for seeking help from you when i m really sad and haf problems with the others.. and for going away from you after my problems are all solved..i noe i m not worth a fren..

i am asking myself now why pple are teasing me issit that i am too fun to tease about and that i am really that kinda person whom u think dun haf feelings at all.. i trusted you told you some things that i dont wish others to noe.

i cried. issit becos of i m guilty for treating liesl that way becos i cant stand the joke saying that i was abnormal?

whr are you when i nid you. i wanna really cry it all out loud till i slp and start afresh bearing in mind who will really cherish me as a real fren..

if you read all the things i have typed without even asking me.. you are jus a "fren"

wadeveritis. i wont cry anymore.

2006-09-22T03:03:00.000-07:00

fcuked-upp

when u think something is not right abt me.. and i asked u to tell me u can tell me larhs... u dun have to go to the extend to EMPHASIZING IT... Not lyk i can control how it will be or how i wan it to be right? I alr am quite pissed off when you repeated it the second time.. and u guys continued to laugh about it.. wads the problem la.. you might think i am ap or sth.. by jus turning away and giving that bushuang thingy.. cos m really buay song larhs. If you are really a fren of mine u dun really have to go to that extend of elaborating it. its lyk i nvr get pissed b4 then u take my feelings for granted or sth liddat. all the nasty comments in the past.. u claimed that u trusted me and u do all these stoopid things.. imagine me toking abt you in that way? you noe that i m angry with you yeah.. so even when u have seen this post i dun expectt much but i jus wanna say howi feel. stop thinking that teasing me is fun..

srry fo others if i treated u guys badly cos i buay song or sth..

2006-09-21T04:32:00.000-07:00

jus a few mins later they are all goneee

i predict that i will flop my acc with all the funny answers and i shall scan them in after i got it bac.. provided if the scanner is working well.. :P i created my own cheng yu for xiang yu and liu bang..lols...

2006-09-21T04:19:00.000-07:00

and i look out the window once again..

i see the sun setting sky with wide arrays of colours

can the time jus stop here and the colour remain the same for lyk ever and ever again...

____

the wonders of photoshop and brushes from the internet:D

2006-09-20T07:17:00.000-07:00

why live?

for i still have that life in within me that i wanna do a film meaningful enough..i wanna travel around the world to sastify my curiosity fer the things around me and for i wanna noe wad a real life is.. I wanna be exposed to the real world.. i wanna noe everything that might jus happen out there..
-me

i wan all my life back-

2006-09-20T04:20:00.000-07:00

as a result of her craziness i guess

2006-09-20T04:19:00.000-07:00

enjoy the bg music.. imagine someone spamming his/her blog?

2006-09-20T04:18:00.000-07:00

becos' you live

2006-09-20T04:15:00.000-07:00

today's great? I duno jus in that merry mood hohoho x)

2006-09-19T08:58:00.000-07:00

I was reading up info for animal farm cos i was too lazy to re-read the book xD.. So the shortcut out.. GOOGLE SEARCH! so i was browsing thru this forum.. Find LA more and more interesting.. hahas. Right..

Themes and Significance
There is no question that Animal Farm is about totalitarian governments like communist countries. It's also about human desires for power with ugly politics. Power without check is a great threat to human freedom, and even life. Although written in 1945, I find it quite identitically allures to the situations in China under Mao regime in the 1950s through mid 1970s. The killer weapons Napoleon has to ascend himself to ultimate power are the puppy dogs and Squealer the persuasive pig. No wonder, the communists call their journalists mouthpieces. Look around yourself, if you see a totalitarian leader in your group, he very likely has a talking mouth around him arguing on his behalf. To ensure you're not misled, you need to find a seemingly persuasive person to argue against his propoganda. That's where a contrarian role lies. We need a balance of power and mouth organ.To continue this discussion, I find some symptoms for dirty politics at play: 1) cutting off of information flow in the organization, especially the flow from his subordinates to his supevisors so that he can manipulate information; 2) snatching others' achievement for his own glory; 3) when his wrong decisions lead the organization astray into trouble, he either finds a scapegoat or use a false enemy to divert people's attention; 4) the player of dirty politics usually has a split personality, high-sounding and presentable in the faces of people but dirty and underhand plotting behind; 5) false vacant promises instead of real solid visions; 6) bullying, even to the extreme of executing, those daring enough to challenge him; 7) corrupt life.[quoted from someone i duno -_-]

actuallythisismoreofhistorythingy. same larhs.. all quite nice..i feel lyk dropping geog. yucky memorisation..

2006-09-19T03:21:00.000-07:00

I am gonna die soon if i continue it lyk that.. rarh [[phew its all over but who noes if theres a next time.. whr izzit when i nid it.. gahgahgah

2006-09-17T04:42:00.000-07:00

ITS ALL SCREWED UP RARH

2006-09-15T02:28:00.000-07:00

Cut out all the crap and i mean it. impossible

2006-09-14T04:56:00.000-07:00

ｉ　ｍ　ｇｉｖｖｉｎｇ　ｕｐ．Time for exams i guess. Jus a nice arrangements of things that had happened. I think it thru. So cut out all the crap.

Ｉ　ｄｕｎ　ｌｙｋ　ｔｈｉｒｄ　ｐａｒｔｙ　ｎｅｉｔｈｅｒ　ｄｏ　ｉ　ｂｅｌｉｅｖｅ　ｉｎ　ｈａｖｉｎｇ　ａ　ｒｏｏｍ　ｆｏｒ　ｔｈｉｒｄ　ｐａｒｔｙ　ｓｏ　

2006-09-12T06:46:00.000-07:00

the sweet essence of life come from small details(:
from a boo to a tap on the shoulder! :D

2006-09-12T02:31:00.000-07:00

I know Angeline knows God knows. Diao-ed..
Anyways Who is the one who used Tianjuen name's to tag on my tagboard can You kindly please own up..
If you are someone who dare to use other's name to tag and dont dare to own up jus shoo cos you are a coward.
ass.

Disgusted
Your sms(es) makes me feel irritating
Your calls too
Your presence makes me feel uncomfortable
Your talks have no meaning
Your actions are plainly retarded
You are jus too immature
You are plainly disgusting and psychotic
Link there jus in case u duno wad is psychotic
Think over it yourself i wanna say no more
fuckoff-goaway

2006-09-11T08:08:00.000-07:00

Too much

Too much trust is not the way
You might end up getting cheated
Too much imagination of sort is not the way
You might end up in dissapointment
Too much love
You might end up being more heartbroken
Too much sugar and fats
You might end up in hospital..

Too much is jus not the way

Someone lend me the blueorange account.. T.T i havent view that lecture thingy.. sian.. Cannot freaking log into the msn -_- server down i guess.

I thought and thought and thought again.. conclusion: anything on earth might jus happened do expect the unexpected.. so many bits and pieces jus makes up a puzzle solving the big ? in my mind that textbook cant tell me. Wads life all about? Definitely more than jus living it..

2006-09-10T08:14:00.000-07:00

1.Single,taken or crushing?
Crushing.

2.Are you happy with your life?
Sastified

3.When you meet the right person, did you fall in love with him/her fast?
I cant exactly remember but for some yesh for some no..

4.Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah

5.Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
No?

6.Would you ever take someone back if he/she cheated on you?
Maybe? It will jus come i cant control it

7.Have you talked about marriage with another before?
yesh with subin hahas

8.Do you want children?
Yeah so cute ((:

9.How many?
Soccer team! LOL jking..2？1？

10.Would you consider adoption?
No i guess..

11.If somebody like you right now, what do you tink is a best way to let you know his/her feeling?
Imposible.

12.Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
Happy ones only..

13.Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did before?
I m single all the while..

14.Do you believe in love at 1st sight?
No. first sight jus give u a good impression / feeling

15.Do you believe that you can change someone?
Yes.

16.Are you romantic?
According to frens no..

17.If you could get married anywhere, where would it be?
SOMEWHR FAR AWWAY

18.Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
Duno

19.Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you messed it up?
I guess so -_-

20.Do you have feeling for someone right now?
Yeah

21.Have you ever broken a heart?
I guess not X)

22.If one day your best friend fell in love with the boy/girl who you deeply in love with, what would you do?
Duno

23.Are you missing someone now?
maybe?

2006-09-09T04:43:00.000-07:00

Contradictionjealous?
I feel uncomfortable and unhappy with all the rumours jokes or wadeva u will call it..
He dun even give a damn so why should i care? 找死啊？Let go and leave everything out. stop breaking it .. stop being stupid shimin.. stop dreaming stop thinking stop imagining things.. u will jus feel worse after that..

2006-09-08T07:29:00.000-07:00

omg larhs! him or him.. zzz
go die larhs.. brainwash my mind for wad.. walao eh..
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ezzzzz

2006-09-08T05:50:00.000-07:00

There
i thought of so many things
I feel comfortable
First tune
caught my attention
bringing the first smile onto my face today
is that tune again...

I asked myself
so which is which?
I thought and thought.
Weighed all the factors..

yesh.. my heart tells me so
but my brain tell me the other way round..

wadeva..

i m getting so emo.. tsktsk.. zz.

i still remember that ice cream

2006-09-07T20:59:00.000-07:00

爱的故事有很多确实很多
你一定听过可能没有
他们说最美的爱情像琥珀比较像山坡把琥珀是？
美的忍不住停留O_O
而任性的风吹过了哇
却飘下一片片叶落o.o
放开手往北方走
留下伤心的树 =//
独自忍受你离开我连一句话都不说 =X
只默默看着今晚天空星光闪烁 o.o ----->***
看今夜的流星划过了天际像我的心
我无法在冷静请你要倾听
你是我的唯一 1!
我不愿只相信
我们之间隔着海洋的距离 T.T
我们之间的爱已化成空气 X.X

This blog post is only for entertainment purposes.. LOL.. and also to kill time.. wahahhahas..

2006-09-07T20:25:00.000-07:00

>>Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
This is not jus bgr.. sometimes you need your family love also..
> >No man/woman is worth your tears and the only one who is, will never make
Tears may not be lyk those for heartbreaking de wad.. touching de? wadeva. so cynical..
>>you cry. If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a
>>heart, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever.
yesh! i agree! circles can go foreva.. have anyone thought of a circle outside the heart? Cos i felt tat a circle lacks sinceritty and circle outside heart = protection for heart? Lol..
> >Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends
>>listen to what you don't say.
Best frens will make that effort to listen to everything you say without all the dumb signs.
> >If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them.
((: no comments
> >"Don't frown, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile!"
hahas..
> >"If you judge people, you have no time to love them"
this is true.. but pple always judge pple..love is jus a thing that will come naturally.. you dont ask yourself to love a person right? then love for a person to love? thats act of despo..
> >"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle."
Yesh everyone is fighting.. You think its so easy to control hot temper?
> >It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone."
I dont agree with this sentence though.. As i have said earlier.. everything comes naturally.. theres no lyk limit to how long u will lyk or forget someone.. You may noe someone for 100days but you only get to talk to him after 50days? then ...
> >Some say love, it is a river
>That drowns the tender reed
> >Some say love, it is a razor
>That leaves your soul to bleed
> >Some say love, it is a hunger >An endless aching need
I say love's a need love's confusion love's everything?

Sometimes i wonder if it is jus a short fetish or real one.

2006-09-06T22:09:00.000-07:00

Sick

Thanks all..esp yuherng and item pple >< style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">cried in school... wad can be worse? Thanks for all the concern >< if not i think i will jus die in the comp lab.. my daddy is right.. i am one with horrible temper and doesnt wanna go to doc even though i m real sick.. budden aye...spendthrift+stubborn=me? maybe..

helpesshopeless.. i feel so helpless.. my other teammates are in science centre struggling in the competition now.. while i can do nothing but jus rot at home.. wad the hell is this..

someone pls help meeee...i wanna recover.. sick no more..

jus a burden and nothing more than that..

2006-09-05T04:14:00.000-07:00

exploration of things..

first to explore
myself
not understanding oneself
one doesnt have the rights to understand others
and make critics

promise

made to be kept
breaking it easily
facing it
and alll
price for it seems
priceless

slack

helplessly hopeless

life

beautiful coincidences
countless misunderstandings
attitude
art of life

when the sun rises
seems like
hope
when it sets
jus another sign of
another rise

plane flew past
the viewing mall
rsaf//comex
what am i happy about for?
him or him or it...'

the unexplained.